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emma99
Student
- Jul 31, 2024
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Okay so i have decided to start my own mega-thread outlining my knowledge and experience of past suicide attempts along with my current plan, method and setup.
I will update this thread as i go over the coming time period until such a time as I CTB.
My very first serious attempt of suicide was putting two cable ties around my next and pulling on them. It was a disaster, i ended up running over to a neighbours house who had to call an ambulance and snip them off to save my life. I was red in the face and conscious for a good number of minutes before the things were cut off my neck.
I would never ever recommend cable ties to anyone.
For my suicide i intend to use nitrogen gas. And as my reasons for suicide are more of a situational demise. I will also be outlining in detail the failures which have put me in this predicament. From having previously discovered a corpse and witnessing the police and paramedics take down a hanging. I am confident in their professionalism of respecting the dead.
As such I want to make sure that it is the police and paramedics that discover my body and no one else. One way to do this, is to lay unnoticed and allow the smell of your corpse to lead to the discovery of your death. So in order to aid that. I will be barricading myself into a room so much so, that the only way anyone will get in is by calling the fire department. In order to do this. I will be using large household items such as fridge, washing Machine, Bed ect to block access to my discovery.
I will update this thread as i go over the coming time period until such a time as I CTB.
My very first serious attempt of suicide was putting two cable ties around my next and pulling on them. It was a disaster, i ended up running over to a neighbours house who had to call an ambulance and snip them off to save my life. I was red in the face and conscious for a good number of minutes before the things were cut off my neck.
I would never ever recommend cable ties to anyone.
For my suicide i intend to use nitrogen gas. And as my reasons for suicide are more of a situational demise. I will also be outlining in detail the failures which have put me in this predicament. From having previously discovered a corpse and witnessing the police and paramedics take down a hanging. I am confident in their professionalism of respecting the dead.
As such I want to make sure that it is the police and paramedics that discover my body and no one else. One way to do this, is to lay unnoticed and allow the smell of your corpse to lead to the discovery of your death. So in order to aid that. I will be barricading myself into a room so much so, that the only way anyone will get in is by calling the fire department. In order to do this. I will be using large household items such as fridge, washing Machine, Bed ect to block access to my discovery.
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