FrankieVallie
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- Jul 24, 2020
- 49
Hello All,
This is my first time posting here so please forgive me for any mistakes I make. I have come to terms with the fact that I am ready to die. I'm relatively young but I've seen enough of this world to feel completely at peace with the idea of killing myself. I no longer am afraid of suicide or only feel the urge to do it when I'm really down. I am fully at peace and ready to go. For me, it's not a health issue or sudden trauma. It's been a lifelong experience of pain and seeing how horrible this world truly is that has led me to where I am now. I might post more on my reasons later but now for the topic of this thread:
I have read all the SN guides and have obtained everything needed for this method. I was able to order the SN online with no issue and received it in a few days. I don't know when I'll do it but it'll be soon. I refuse to return to school and suffer the endless hours or empty studying and pain for another year. I'm very experienced in chemistry and am fairly certain that the SN will work (I will have a 2nd or 3rd dose ready just in case) but am slightly worried that it may fail. In that case, I want to have another method prepared. I have had experience with high voltage and took the high voltage transformer out of a microwave a few years ago. It produces over 2,000 volts of AC at 1 amp, which is more than enough to kill you. Many people have accidentally killed themselves with these transformers. Death occurs like this: if one touches the positive and negative terminals with each hand at the same time, the high voltage instantly flows through the chest, stopping the heart and rendering the person unconscious. If left alone, the person will die due to the cardiac arrest within 10 minutes. Dipping one's hands into a baking soda solution would further increase chances of success since the electricity would flow through the skin much easier. What are your opinions on this method? Again, SN will be my main route but I just want to have a backup in case it fails.
This is my first time posting here so please forgive me for any mistakes I make. I have come to terms with the fact that I am ready to die. I'm relatively young but I've seen enough of this world to feel completely at peace with the idea of killing myself. I no longer am afraid of suicide or only feel the urge to do it when I'm really down. I am fully at peace and ready to go. For me, it's not a health issue or sudden trauma. It's been a lifelong experience of pain and seeing how horrible this world truly is that has led me to where I am now. I might post more on my reasons later but now for the topic of this thread:
I have read all the SN guides and have obtained everything needed for this method. I was able to order the SN online with no issue and received it in a few days. I don't know when I'll do it but it'll be soon. I refuse to return to school and suffer the endless hours or empty studying and pain for another year. I'm very experienced in chemistry and am fairly certain that the SN will work (I will have a 2nd or 3rd dose ready just in case) but am slightly worried that it may fail. In that case, I want to have another method prepared. I have had experience with high voltage and took the high voltage transformer out of a microwave a few years ago. It produces over 2,000 volts of AC at 1 amp, which is more than enough to kill you. Many people have accidentally killed themselves with these transformers. Death occurs like this: if one touches the positive and negative terminals with each hand at the same time, the high voltage instantly flows through the chest, stopping the heart and rendering the person unconscious. If left alone, the person will die due to the cardiac arrest within 10 minutes. Dipping one's hands into a baking soda solution would further increase chances of success since the electricity would flow through the skin much easier. What are your opinions on this method? Again, SN will be my main route but I just want to have a backup in case it fails.