Effort to ctb

[8yy8uiyhbij]

I've been trying to do it, I'm in the mindset and the mood along with knowing my method but I'm too exhausted to set up my method. Has anyone else felt like this? It'd take 2 minutes but I am too tired at this point.

 

[RecycledAtoms]

I've been trying to do it, I'm in the mindset and the mood along with knowing my method but I'm too exhausted to set up my method. Has anyone else felt like this? It'd take 2 minutes but I am too tired at this point.

I totally get that. At this point, I am too tired to do anything. I do what I "have" to in order to get through the day, but even that irritates the heck out of me.

I've been trying to do it, I'm in the mindset and the mood along with knowing my method but I'm too exhausted to set up my method. Has anyone else felt like this? It'd take 2 minutes but I am too tired at this point.

May I ask what your method is?

 

[mediocre]

Yes I've gone through this cycle many times over the past few years. Being physically ill doesn't help either. Can barely get out of bed never mind setup my method.

 

[8yy8uiyhbij]

I totally get that. At this point, I am too tired to do anything. I do what I "have" to in order to get through the day, but even that irritates the heck out of me.

May I ask what your method is?

I spent all day in bed today in the dark, I am so tired I can't be bothered to speak to others. My method is partial hanging. I'm doing it from my window, they have small metal rings I can tie a rope around.

 

[RecycledAtoms]

I spent all day in bed today in the dark, I am so tired I can't be bothered to speak to others. My method is partial hanging. I'm doing it from my window, they have small metal rings I can tie a rope around.

Thanks for sharing that. It is also one of my preferred methods as well.

 

[Hotsackage]

Im using an hdmi chord to hang myself. But think im gonna go out robin williams style with a belt

 

[blue]

not surprising. people who suffer from depression are often too tired to make attempts to follow through with their suicidal ideation. It is when the person begins to come out of the depression, that they are most at risk for self harm. The lifting of the depression allows for increased energy levels and motivation to follow through with their suicidal thoughts.

 

[readytogonow]

That's exactly how I feel. Trying to find the easiest way out.

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

Another reason im so happy i found SN. very easy to add to my nightly glass of water and i take anti-emetics as a script anyway.

 

[8yy8uiyhbij]

Im using an hdmi chord to hang myself. But think im gonna go out robin williams style with a belt

I have some climbing rope that should make it easier, when I tried before with a a dog noose (used when washing a dog) I didn't end up dying

 

[charlie_z]

The lifting of the depression allows for increased energy levels and motivation to follow through with their suicidal thoughts.

I've read about this phenomenon as well. When you're so tired from the depression and other ancillary issues, it feels like a terrible burden energetically to follow through with a plan. But with the proper medication. the languid apathy associated with the depression lifts, and you begin to feel more energetic. In some cases people become almost manic. And while the mind may continue to suffer from depression, your body suddenly feels like its surging with energy. This is a situation that causes a great deal of fear amongst treating therapist and psychologist: they know that an individual at this stage remain depressed but now possess the energy to carry out their death. This has been told to me directly by a therapist.