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Arak
Enlightened
- Sep 21, 2018
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(I have some personal isues with N, I may yet 'choose ' it but that's something different)
In a way, maybe I'm looking for a brutal, quick but not too painful method of dying. (making a statement may be part of that). I do have some opiate tolerance, but not much. Very high sedative tolerance.
There are a number of permutations. Violently stabbing oneself through the heart (but can the oxy really blunt most of the pain?), making it easier to jump, taking away some inhibitions and preventing most of the pain of the not so perfect fall.
I think the options are limited if you go for the most vital organs, the brain and the heart. I doubt it would go well with sodium azide ... There are a couple of ways to give oneself a heart attack but I doubt if the oxy will be very effective. I guess I'm right when I suspect that oxy is less effective for severe acute pain than morphine ?
Anything ? Physical limitations. I wish I had a gun to fire a heavy caliber bullet (location: Europe).
In a way, maybe I'm looking for a brutal, quick but not too painful method of dying. (making a statement may be part of that). I do have some opiate tolerance, but not much. Very high sedative tolerance.
There are a number of permutations. Violently stabbing oneself through the heart (but can the oxy really blunt most of the pain?), making it easier to jump, taking away some inhibitions and preventing most of the pain of the not so perfect fall.
I think the options are limited if you go for the most vital organs, the brain and the heart. I doubt it would go well with sodium azide ... There are a couple of ways to give oneself a heart attack but I doubt if the oxy will be very effective. I guess I'm right when I suspect that oxy is less effective for severe acute pain than morphine ?
Anything ? Physical limitations. I wish I had a gun to fire a heavy caliber bullet (location: Europe).