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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
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Every ounce of suffering, every pang of pain, every moment steeped in despair felt like an inescapable part of a cruel design. I often find myself questioning the purpose of it all—what was the reason behind this relentless torment? Why are some souls condemned to navigate a living hell, while others seem to glide effortlessly through life, embracing joy and fulfillment at every turn?

It's a haunting dichotomy that lingers in my mind, a bitter reminder of the unfairness that permeates existence. The weight of anguish can feel so heavy, as if it were a shackle binding me to a reality I never chose. Meanwhile, I watch as others bask in the warmth of happiness, their laughter echoing like a distant melody, a stark contrast to the silence of my own struggles.

What is the purpose of this suffering? Is it a test, a lesson, or simply the randomness of fate? The questions swirl endlessly, leaving me grappling with a sense of injustice that seems insurmountable. It's as if life has drawn arbitrary lines, separating those who thrive from those who merely survive, and I can't help but wonder why I was placed on this side of the divide.
 
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hoppybunny

hoppybunny

Fearer of the Future
Jun 26, 2024
189
This is so well written. I ask myself this all the time. Like there are ppl who suffer so much and can still smile. And it's like what am i missing that others have.

I believe there's no real reason for this. I think life just happens.
 
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WeDontKnowTheFuture

WeDontKnowTheFuture

Student
Feb 3, 2023
163
Beautiful writting, i also think a lot about that. It really seems that life brings what is necessary to a part of the people to avoid torment and still be succesful whatever happen to them. Others have to live in constant suffering, i'm a good example of it, the suffering is so intense that it let me empty and i can't stop it, i Just suffer in atrocious ways without being able to change it or to find any meaning in it. What is the reason behind it ? Why do i have to observe others living happy when i'm living hell? A lot of people find meaning through spirituality ( not religion, spirituality!).
I had a period in my life where it helped me also, but now that i'm in very bad circumstances and that the universe remains silent, it doesn't bring me what i need to advance towards something bearable, i'm still living torture each day and my efforts don't change anything, how can i just be confident and find meaning.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
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Beautiful writting, i also think a lot about that. It really seems that life brings what is necessary to a part of the people to avoid torment and still be succesful whatever happen to them. Others have to live in constant suffering, i'm a good example of it, the suffering is so intense that it let me empty and i can't stop it, i Just suffer in atrocious ways without being able to change it or to find any meaning in it. What is the reason behind it ? Why do i have to observe others living happy when i'm living hell? A lot of people find meaning through spirituality ( not religion, spirituality!).
I had a period in my life where it helped me also, but now that i'm in very bad circumstances and that the universe remains silent, it doesn't bring me what i need to advance towards something bearable, i'm still living torture each day and my efforts don't change anything, how can i just be confident and find meaning.
It's really a question that comes to my mind a lot. All this suffering can't be without a reason.

Spirituality also helped me religiously during childhood and pre-adolescence. From the beginning of adolescence, I began to leave religion and resort to deism. But now I no longer believe in anything. The universe is just a joke to me.

I am really sorry for what you are going through, we are the ones who are destined to suffer and live a hard life.

I hope you find the peace you are looking for one day. ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It truly is all so cruel to me, there's so much cruelty in this horrific reality where existing beings suffer so immensely all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony they can feel, I could personally never see any purpose behind any of this, it's all so senseless to me, no matter what I'd never wish to be conscious of any of this.
 
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