As for me, I think I'll try to not think at all at this moment... To not think about what I am doing etc.... Like it was smth banal. But don't know if it will help me and if I could not think at all....
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Robyn, aminend, NegativeSymptoms and 1 other person
The ones who really need to ctb end up not giving a fk about si and I'm slowly reaching that point. Si at that pt is irrelevant and those are the ones who eventually end up ctb others recover it's a black or white thing no gray IMO
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Ramirez, lonelynight, mini_weeny and 4 others
The ones who really need to ctb end up not giving a fk about si and I'm slowly reaching that point. Si at that pt is irrelevant and those are the ones who eventually end up ctb others recover it's a black or white thing no gray IMO
Slowly but surely i feel like i am getting ready to overcome SI, just like you. One of these days i'll be at the edge again this time i will succeed. It feels empowering.
It's so fucking hard to just resolve to end it all. I have SN, I know what to do and I've wanted to catch the bus for quite a while. It's just that every time I think of actually going through with it my body doesn't respond. It's not like I have anything to look forward to, either. It just won't work right.
Instead I just lay in bed and cry for hours on end. I want the pain to stop already. This life is a sordid trash heap and not worth preserving.
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NotOkay_, Thinking, Robyn and 1 other person
Now I know that SI can be significantly reduced when you're heavily drunk and feel like you can grab that SN bottle, measure it to your prefered amount, mix it with water, and drink… NO!!!
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