Pryras
Last hope
- Feb 11, 2020
- 451
I'm not sure if I'll be able to write a goodbye thread when I'm catching my bus, but If I do I'll just bump this one when it's time.
Anyways, I made my decision to CTB by the end of August, before September. I've moved forward from my past, my toxic relationships and have grown from my traumas. I never thought I could make it through it, but I did. I recently had surgery and was disfigured in the process, it's irreversible and something I can't change. My future would be in and out of the hospital and constant emotional/physical distress that I don't want to experience over again. I've been in and out of the hospital since I was 15 and I'm 23 now. I won't go into intensive detail, but I'm hurting.
I'm ofc nervous but not impulsive this time. I'm really thankful for this community and I hope all of you get the happiness you deserve. I think giving yourself time after a traumatic event is important and something I'd recommend if you're suffering. Time doesn't "fix" anything but I believe it gives you more opportunities to find effective coping strategies to help heal deep emotional traumas.
thanks for reading
Anyways, I made my decision to CTB by the end of August, before September. I've moved forward from my past, my toxic relationships and have grown from my traumas. I never thought I could make it through it, but I did. I recently had surgery and was disfigured in the process, it's irreversible and something I can't change. My future would be in and out of the hospital and constant emotional/physical distress that I don't want to experience over again. I've been in and out of the hospital since I was 15 and I'm 23 now. I won't go into intensive detail, but I'm hurting.
I'm ofc nervous but not impulsive this time. I'm really thankful for this community and I hope all of you get the happiness you deserve. I think giving yourself time after a traumatic event is important and something I'd recommend if you're suffering. Time doesn't "fix" anything but I believe it gives you more opportunities to find effective coping strategies to help heal deep emotional traumas.
thanks for reading