Anónimo
Student
- Oct 15, 2021
- 167
My options are limited rn. Can this work? How long till I lose consciousness and die?
I'm starting to think this will be my only opinion. I've learned that if one really wants to ctb, they have to toss the fear of pain to the side. That's where I currently am. I'm tried partial, passed out but the rope kept breaking. I ordered n but it never arrived. Now I'm faced with accepting they pain that comes with doing it in a less preferred way. I have enough money to order a nice hotel room, a pair of handcuffs, some gorilla tape and a few turkey bags. It terrifies me but not as much as my future of a long unhappy life filled with struggle and upheaval. Thank you for reminding me that there is a way. There is always a way. My dad always told me I'm life, if you really want something, you don't always get it the way you want but perhaps in the way it needs to be delivered. That's the only good thing he ever did for me because I'm learning to accept my reality. I want off this planet.My options are limited rn. Can this work? How long till I lose consciousness and die?