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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
41
Due to circumstances I don't want to get into after finally finding DSL i fucked up and now won't ever be able to use them.

Im so scared. Idk what to do. I just want to run in front of a train or something
 
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skeletontree

skeletontree

悲劇だな
Aug 6, 2023
31
That sounds really overwhelming.
If you want to talk here, you can. I will listen to you (and others I think too).
Or if you want, my PNs are also open.
 
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Neo-UnplugMeNow

Member
Feb 19, 2026
17
Sorry to hear it, that sounds very unfortunate!
Deep breaths and put on some nice music, it might lift your spirits a bit!

Is there any chance you could vaguely explain why you cannot use them anymore?
Perhaps somebody here could give you some ideas about it you did not think of.
Totally cool if you can't or don't want to!

Sending good vibes your way! ~~~
 
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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
41
Sorry to hear it, that sounds very unfortunate!
Deep breaths and put on some nice music, it might lift your spirits a bit!

Is there any chance you could vaguely explain why you cannot use them anymore?
Perhaps somebody here could give you some ideas about it you did not think of.
Totally cool if you can't or don't want to!

Sending good vibes your way! ~~~
They don't sell to under 21. I lied initially and said I was 21+ but then felt bad and said I was 19. Idk why.

I've been this bad since 12 and really need a way out. I made this decision years ago. I'm just autistically honest.
I've already arranged a new phone number and address so I'm just going to contact DSL with that and lie this time. Open to suggestions though.
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
217
Since when did DSL start asking for ages? Are you sure you got the right site op?
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Specialist
Sep 10, 2025
341
They don't sell to under 21. I lied initially and said I was 21+ but then felt bad and said I was 19. Idk why.

I've been this bad since 12 and really need a way out. I made this decision years ago. I'm just autistically honest.
I've already arranged a new phone number and address so I'm just going to contact DSL with that and lie this time. Open to suggestions though.
They didn't ask for my age... did they ask you or did you voluntarily tell them your age?
 
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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
41
Since when did DSL start asking for ages? Are you sure you got the right site op?
Like 100 percent sure yeah. It has the cat dog thingy and matches every other clue I've seen. They just asked if I was over 21. I tried to dm someone to confirm but dms don't work for me for some reason on this site.
Ill ping @idontknowwhatiam too
 
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LettinGooo

Member
Sep 22, 2025
71
DSL doesn't ask for ages?
He just asked for shipping info
When I contacted on WhatsApp at least
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
217
Like 100 percent sure yeah. It has the cat dog thingy and matches every other clue I've seen. They just asked if I was over 21. I tried to dm someone to confirm but dms don't work for me for some reason on this site.
Ill ping @idontknowwhatiam too
That's so weird lmfao. When I ordered, he didn't ask my age. Bear in mind, I never actually got my package as it was seized in customs.
 
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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
41
DSL doesn't ask for ages?
He just asked for shipping info
When I contacted on WhatsApp at least
Maybe it's a new thing? Idk
Like i said they matched every clue of dsl I've heard
They just asked if I was over 21 and didn't bother confirming it
 
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LettinGooo

Member
Sep 22, 2025
71
I ordered very recently. Odd. Did you mention what you actually intended to use it for I just mentioned wanting to cure some meat
 
Neo-UnplugMeNow

Neo-UnplugMeNow

Member
Feb 19, 2026
17
Quite strange indeed. They did not ask me for my age, Maybe because I used Telegram instead of WhatsApp.

A new phone number would work but maybe try Telegram first:
Click on the [Telegram] button on the website.
Their bot is added to your contacts.
I think first time you click on the bot you have to click [Start] button on the bottom.
After that you get several buttons. Click the [Catalog] button. This opens the webshop window. (Looks much more normal than their actual website).
This way you don't have to interact with a human to place an order.
Not sure if this work with all payment methods, I used GPay.
 
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walliwalli

walliwalli

Member
Feb 14, 2026
38
i ordered four days ago and wasn't asked to confirm age. i don't know. maybe he asks if he suspects someone is under 21.

regardless, not the end of the world. another phone number and address could work, or the telegram suggestion above.

i get the panic, i kind of fucked up initially with my order as well (didn't check all the tabs and accidentally ordered the wrong item at first, but it was easily resolved by sending an additional message). mistakes happen. you've got more chances.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Specialist
Sep 10, 2025
341
Quite strange indeed. They did not ask me for my age, Maybe because I used Telegram instead of WhatsApp.

A new phone number would work but maybe try Telegram first:
Click on the [Telegram] button on the website.
Their bot is added to your contacts.
I think first time you click on the bot you have to click [Start] button on the bottom.
After that you get several buttons. Click the [Catalog] button. This opens the webshop window. (Looks much more normal than their actual website).
This way you don't have to interact with a human to place an order.
Not sure if this work with all payment methods, I used GPay.
I used WhatsApp and they did not ask me my age. I ordered 2 weeks ago. Haven't received it yet but it's tracking fine. I'm in USA
That's so weird lmfao. When I ordered, he didn't ask my age. Bear in mind, I never actually got my package as it was seized in customs.
Wait..... I thought you took SN right? So did you order it twice?
 
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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
41
i ordered four days ago and wasn't asked to confirm age. i don't know. maybe he asks if he suspects someone is under 21.

regardless, not the end of the world. another phone number and address could work, or the telegram suggestion above.

i get the panic, i kind of fucked up initially with my order as well (didn't check all the tabs and accidentally ordered the wrong item at first, but it was easily resolved by sending an additional message). mistakes happen. you've got more chances.
It could have been he suspected because my WhatsApp has a pfp
Quite strange indeed. They did not ask me for my age, Maybe because I used Telegram instead of WhatsApp.

A new phone number would work but maybe try Telegram first:
Click on the [Telegram] button on the website.
Their bot is added to your contacts.
I think first time you click on the bot you have to click [Start] button on the bottom.
After that you get several buttons. Click the [Catalog] button. This opens the webshop window. (Looks much more normal than their actual website).
This way you don't have to interact with a human to place an order.
Not sure if this work with all payment methods, I used GPay.
Tried telegram just now and it wouldn't let me pay weirdly. I'll try again tomorrow.
Backup plan is the new number which is in the post. I'm very determined to get this so I'm not worried but it is a setback.
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
217
I used WhatsApp and they did not ask me my age. I ordered 2 weeks ago. Haven't received it yet but it's tracking fine. I'm in USA

Wait..... I thought you took SN right? So did you order it twice?
I did take SN. I ordered from dsl it got seized, and a welfare check from the police, so I ordered from another source, and that arrived with no issues, and that was the SN I took
 
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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
41
I did take SN. I ordered from dsl it got seized, and a welfare check from the police, so I ordered from another source, and that arrived with no issues, and that was the SN I took
There's other sn sources??
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Specialist
Sep 10, 2025
341
I did take SN. I ordered from dsl it got seized, and a welfare check from the police, so I ordered from another source, and that arrived with no issues, and that was the SN I took
What country are you in?
 
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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
41
i ordered four days ago and wasn't asked to confirm age. i don't know. maybe he asks if he suspects someone is under 21.

regardless, not the end of the world. another phone number and address could work, or the telegram suggestion above.

i get the panic, i kind of fucked up initially with my order as well (didn't check all the tabs and accidentally ordered the wrong item at first, but it was easily resolved by sending an additional message). mistakes happen. you've got more chances.
I ordered again this time through telegram and fucked up and didn't include my name in the purchase notes. I'm such a dumbass I can't even kill myself correctly
 
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walliwalli

walliwalli

Member
Feb 14, 2026
38
I ordered again this time through telegram and fucked up and didn't include my name in the purchase notes. I'm such a dumbass I can't even kill myself correctly

hey, don't worry, it's probably still salvagable.

i don't know what the telegram interface looks like at all but see if there's a way to message there without placing another order, or "placing" another order without actually sending payment (that way you can use the text box to send a message clarifying your mistake). or you can use the email form in the main website to send a message if you have an email that's different from the one you placed your very first order with.

i used the email form to rectify my mistake and it worked well, he saw my message at the same time he received my orders so it was resolved.

breathe! it's okay!
 
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rigsid

will sell soul for SN
Jan 31, 2026
41
hey, don't worry, it's probably still salvagable.

i don't know what the telegram interface looks like at all but see if there's a way to message there without placing another order, or "placing" another order without actually sending payment (that way you can use the text box to send a message clarifying your mistake). or you can use the email form in the main website to send a message if you have an email that's different from the one you placed your very first order with.

i used the email form to rectify my mistake and it worked well, he saw my message at the same time he received my orders so it was resolved.

breathe! it's okay!
Thank you
 
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