mateodolores
walking corpse
- Dec 5, 2022
- 52
I'm sick of being everyone's therapist. The only reason they've got me trapped in this house with no way of escape is due to my quiet and submissive nature so they can dump everything on me without a problem. I'm so sick of it, though. My parents hate each other and use me as a pawn against each other. They don't give a shit about me or my health. If I'm not being used as a fleshlight by others, I'm being used as a personal therapist by them (esp my family).
Now I'm a few beers deep and dozing off but I'm so hungry. I don't wanna eat anything because I'm too nauseous and dizzy... Thank goodness for autocorrect huh. My mom barged in a few minutes ago to complain about my father being a weird, disgusting and sadistic freak and as soon as I tried to complain about him she slammed the door in my face. Why can't I just be angry too? Why do I have to be the one who helps these people?? My father tried to kill the dog and I saved him from that POS but why did it have to be me? Who is going to save me from this trauma?
January seems so far away. I'm gonna take a swim on the date I've got in mind but holy shit I wanna take a swim right now. I can't. My father's got me by the balls and my mother only enables him. If I try to leave now they'll catch me. Ugh. I hate this life. Fuck.
Now I'm a few beers deep and dozing off but I'm so hungry. I don't wanna eat anything because I'm too nauseous and dizzy... Thank goodness for autocorrect huh. My mom barged in a few minutes ago to complain about my father being a weird, disgusting and sadistic freak and as soon as I tried to complain about him she slammed the door in my face. Why can't I just be angry too? Why do I have to be the one who helps these people?? My father tried to kill the dog and I saved him from that POS but why did it have to be me? Who is going to save me from this trauma?
January seems so far away. I'm gonna take a swim on the date I've got in mind but holy shit I wanna take a swim right now. I can't. My father's got me by the balls and my mother only enables him. If I try to leave now they'll catch me. Ugh. I hate this life. Fuck.