Smilla

Smilla

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How many of you are current or past drug users?

And if so, what was/is your drug of choice?
 
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weedoge

weedoge

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Jul 12, 2018
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I smoke a lot of weed, almost every day for the past 5 years. It's no good for me, my mood or paranoia but I was also having these issues before I took any drugs.

In the past I took mdma, drone, and less often benzos and speed.

I love how downers make me feel but uppers make me feel crazy.

I tried stopping smoking weed a couple of times but because of a family member who smokes it's not really possible. I don't blame her but I'm too weak willed to be able to say "no" when I can see it and smell it every day.
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

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Aug 8, 2018
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I used to use meth but ended in er because of it after using three days straight not eating drinking or sleeping. Still crave it and want it.
 
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DF90

DF90

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Mar 18, 2018
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I do drugs recreationally when I have the chance.

LSD and MDMA are my favourites.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

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Apr 30, 2018
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I do drugs recreationally when I have the chance.

LSD and MDMA are my favourites.

I have many regrets in life and one of them is never having tried psychedelics.

Am afraid of doing them now because of my state of mind; anecdotes of bad trips scare me.
 
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DF90

DF90

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Mar 18, 2018
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I have many regrets in life and one of them is never having tried psychedelics.
If you get a chance, I highly recommend both!
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

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Aug 8, 2018
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I do drugs recreationally when I have the chance.

LSD and MDMA are my favourites.
LSD is the one thing I refuse to try it fucked my father up and gave him HPPD which I'm scared I'll get if I tried lsd
 
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DF90

DF90

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Mar 18, 2018
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LSD is the one thing I refuse to try it fucked my father up and gave him HPPD which I'm scared I'll get if I tried lsd
I've done LSD seven times without issue, I know everyone is different though.
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

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Aug 8, 2018
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I've done LSD seven times without issue, I know everyone is different though.
Ya it happened to him over 30 years ago no idea how the lsd back then was but I don't wanna fuck with getting hppd it's one of the things that's caused my father to want to die
 
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weedoge

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LSD is the one thing I refuse to try it fucked my father up and gave him HPPD which I'm scared I'll get if I tried lsd
Gotta admit I know some people have great experiences on LSD, I've took it twice and really didn't get much out of it. due to all the other shitty effects I've had from drugs and interactions I've had with people who were taking hallucinogens it scared me away from them. I'm very sceptical about them for someone as shitty as me.
 
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anna

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Mar 18, 2018
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No, I do not like to lose control of my head, nor do I need to hallucinate ..
Out of the prescription drugs that I have been forced to take, the only time I tried something different, were some "magic mushrooms" that supposedly help with migraines. And that was my purpose. To disappear the pain. Do not hallucinate.
However, the experience was horrible and I ended up in the emergency room.
So never again.
 
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Tiburcio

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No I'm not and I don't want to be. The nearest experience were when a "friends" were smoking weed and we were in a small closed room a lot of us, I didn't even touched it and only with that smell I was dizzy for a long tine and I ended puking.

Apart of this, drugs have a lot of negative effects in both long and short term so no, I don't take drugs.
 
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Radaghast94

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Aug 25, 2018
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I used opiates a lot but at 20 had a grand mal seizure on Tramadol and ended up quitting. Since then I've had codeine a couple times, I found opiates made me a lot more content. I also was addicted to valium for years and came off that 11 months ago. Benzos never really helped all that much for me, I just took them cause I had them and had no impulse control. Opiates on the other hand I miss like a dead friend. If I had access to them I'd probably end up taking them sooner or later.
 
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NoMore

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Aug 5, 2018
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To those afraid of psychedelics, DMT is the way to go. Ive had HPPD from it and recovered fully, HPPD ftom LSD is a different story I wouldnt risk it. I want to try heroin mainly now
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

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Aug 8, 2018
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One thing I'm always on is suboxone which I mix in with my vape juice.
 
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FullFat

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Apr 27, 2018
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I have many regrets in life and one of them is never having tried psychedelics.

Am afraid of doing them now because of my state of mind; anecdotes of bad trips scare me.
After the worst night of my life with pot edibles, I have come to believe thag state of mind is everything with that stuff. If depression is strong enough to cause a bad trip with fucking pot of all things, I would steer clear of true psychedelics when depressed. That episode ripped clean from me any desire I had to try psychedelics.
 
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Breelia

Breelia

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Aug 25, 2018
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Drugs seem to work for some people, they just make me feel scared and horrible. Weed is terrible for me, even being near people who smoke it.
 
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BPDprisoner

BPDprisoner

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Jul 4, 2018
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Cocaine and heroin are my favorite.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

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Jul 2, 2018
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I use oxys everyday ... if I have a chance I will go on a "benzos holiday" - shit makes me black the fuck out and once that happens apparently I just consume more Xanax and alcohol likes it's going out of style.... never can remember a damn thing.
Otherwise I find some alcohol and molly to be a good companion.
But yeah just stick to my oxys .... and alcohol.
 
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Tiburcio

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Drugs seem to work for some people, they just make me feel scared and horrible. Weed is terrible for me, even being near people who smoke it.
I can relate with the people part
Not smoked it, just being near of it made me sick.
 
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Breelia

Breelia

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Aug 25, 2018
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I can relate with the people part
Not smoked it, just being near of it made me sick.
Yeah I think that's what I meant, bad wording on my part.
 
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Slacker

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accessible cheap and relaxing
 
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Lowri

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I used opiates a lot but at 20 had a grand mal seizure on Tramadol and ended up quitting. Since then I've had codeine a couple times, I found opiates made me a lot more content. I also was addicted to valium for years and came off that 11 months ago. Benzos never really helped all that much for me, I just took them cause I had them and had no impulse control. Opiates on the other hand I miss like a dead friend. If I had access to them I'd probably end up taking them sooner or later.

Tramadol user here too. Highest dose I ever took was 200 mg though. After that seizure risk is real. How much did you take?
 
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Radaghast94

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Aug 25, 2018
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Tramadol user here too. Highest dose I ever took was 200 mg though. After that seizure risk is real. How much did you take?
Honestly the day I had a seizure at university I had taken 1200mg. At the time I didn't give a fuck about my health, looking back I realise how insane that is but I was 19 and taking that much and sometimes more during the course of the day. I didn't even really think about the insanity of going into a bathroom and taking all those pills, returning to class like nothing had happened. Past out in the middle of the road, woke up and my laptop had been smashed in my backpack and all my muscles were sore. Some girl said she had rang an ambulance because I was convulsing but when talking to her I was still not conscious enough to understand what happened so told her I was fine and didn't want an ambulance. Anyways I got taken to hospital and quit after that.
 
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Deutsch

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Aug 20, 2018
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I use oxys everyday ... if I have a chance I will go on a "benzos holiday" - shit makes me black the fuck out and once that happens apparently I just consume more Xanax and alcohol likes it's going out of style.... never can remember a damn thing.
Otherwise I find some alcohol and molly to be a good companion.
But yeah just stick to my oxys .... and alcohol.
wish i could afford that stuff.. sounds awesome :)
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

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Jul 12, 2018
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Dph and dxm because I'm scared xD
 
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Miss clefable

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Aug 23, 2018
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Tramadol user here too. Highest dose I ever took was 200 mg though. After that seizure risk is real. How much did you take?
I'm going to take 1.5 grams
 
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Death_From_Above

Student
Aug 25, 2018
115
How many of you are current or past drug users?

And if so, what was/is your drug of choice?
Been overdoing methcathinone the last few months.

Used to be Coke and mdma in my younger years

Have a tab of acid I'm keeping for a good day
 
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Miss clefable

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Aug 23, 2018
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Honestly the day I had a seizure at university I had taken 1200mg. At the time I didn't give a fuck about my health, looking back I realise how insane that is but I was 19 and taking that much and sometimes more during the course of the day. I didn't even really think about the insanity of going into a bathroom and taking all those pills, returning to class like nothing had happened. Past out in the middle of the road, woke up and my laptop had been smashed in my backpack and all my muscles were sore. Some girl said she had rang an ambulance because I was convulsing but when talking to her I was still not conscious enough to understand what happened so told her I was fine and didn't want an ambulance. Anyways I got taken to hospital and quit after that.
Is that all you took though I mean did you take other stuff
 
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MEoDP

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Sep 2, 2018
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I used to do weed on a somewhat weekly basis. I loved the stuff. The only reason I'm not doing them anymore is because my circumstances have changed and made trying to acquire it too dangerous. If only I had known this would happen,I would have tried to do it a lot more often in the past.

I snorted Meth 3 times. Interesting experience,but one I'm not really keen on revisiting anytime soon.

I do have an interest in experiencing a variety of substances(I'm a Psychonaut at heart,read the info section of my profile for details),but as I've just briefly described here,my current situation makes the process of acquiring those substances really dangerous. so as of the moment,I'm stuck with non-substance mind-exploration. Lucid Dreaming and Meditation.
 
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