EconomcDisparity

EconomcDisparity

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I'm new here so sorry if this topic has been discussed before. But has anyone thought about using drugs like weed or psychs alongside their method of CTB? I know it might help with SI and numbing the pain but I just think it would be a really nice way to go, at least less bleak.
 
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WornOutLife

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Well, I didn't have weed but I did have lots of alcohol when I tried to CTB some months ago and it really helped so I bet drugs could do it too.
I'd be extremely careful with psychodelics, though. Hallucinations can betray you.
 
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EconomcDisparity

EconomcDisparity

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Well, I didn't have weed but I did have lots of alcohol when I tried to CTB some months ago and it really helped so I bet drugs could do it too.
I'd be extremely careful with psychodelics, though. Hallucinations can betray you.
Yea I guess it just depends on how well versed someone is with psychs. But the weed route might be something I will try. Will it have any bad effects with SN?
 
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WornOutLife

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Yea I guess it just depends on how well versed someone is with psychs. But the weed route might be something I will try. Will it have any bad effects with SN?

Truth be told I have no clue. My guts tell me that as long as you have an empty stomach, there shouldn't be any problems.
 
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TooConscious

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I tried MDMA really late in life at 28 only few months ago... Due to being on meds my whole life that stopped it working I used to think it was overrated... Shit was I wrong.
Trouble is everything was fantastic and It made me stupid that I felt I could conquer life and had things to live for.

I think I'll be taking ketamine at about 100 mg of top shards. Load up on benzos. Maybe a couple of drinks... Despite being 3 years sober. Im lucky that I'm now strong enough (only because of benzos) to not take a drink but if i'm definitely going I might consider it, but I'm worried that it'll have the same effect as mdma and make me think life's worth it, or make a mess of it.
Weed I doubt because it just slows things down makes me fearful.
Maybe a hit of good Heroin.
 
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EconomcDisparity

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Nov 9, 2020
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I tried MDMA really late in life at 28 only few months ago... Due to being on meds my whole life that stopped it working I used to think it was overrated... Shit was I wrong.
Trouble is everything was fantastic and It made me stupid that I felt I could conquer life and had things to live for.

I think I'll be taking ketamine at about 100 mg of top shards. Load up on benzos. Maybe a couple of drinks... Despite being 3 years sober. Im lucky that I'm now strong enough (only because of benzos) to not take a drink but if i'm definitely going I might consider it, but I'm worried that it'll have the same effect as mdma and make me think life's worth it, or make a mess of it.
Weed I doubt because it just slows things down makes me fearful.
Maybe a hit of good Heroin.
Yea you're right on that, I don't think having a life changing epiphany right before I CTB would do me any good. Good luck your journey dude!
 
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TooConscious

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I took a fake lsd once and it rapidly increased bodily sensations/ raced thoughts/ slowed time I believe if you went on that you'd feel everything slowly jesus not much worse to think about. Whatever that drug was it took 3 hours to kick in and lasted 36 hours it was brutal scumbag dealer who sold it.

Best on your journeys.
 
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Had a bad trip after a OD attempt once and thought a six foot mars bar with teeth was chasing me down the road. Fairly epic when I looked back on it days later. Good drugs in the 80s
 
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