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curiousbeing
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- Dec 18, 2022
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Every night I sleep, I know i will wake up. This is habit. ordinary, natural
what makes me feel scared is death. it's a lot like anesthesia or deep sleep. But... I dont know how to explain myself... I fear a lot that I will go to sleep, and, what if I will wake up in somewhere else (afterlife)? I don't mean like i will wake up at hell. Even if I will wake up in some good realm, it's still frightening for me. this is irrational but scary for me. How can i find peace?
i was fairly good person, helping others, volunteering to save street dogs, etc. I know a lot about religion, spirituality, good near death experiences, bad near death experiences describing void, total helplessness etc But this alone doesn't calm me.
what makes me feel scared is death. it's a lot like anesthesia or deep sleep. But... I dont know how to explain myself... I fear a lot that I will go to sleep, and, what if I will wake up in somewhere else (afterlife)? I don't mean like i will wake up at hell. Even if I will wake up in some good realm, it's still frightening for me. this is irrational but scary for me. How can i find peace?
i was fairly good person, helping others, volunteering to save street dogs, etc. I know a lot about religion, spirituality, good near death experiences, bad near death experiences describing void, total helplessness etc But this alone doesn't calm me.