Drowning (any way to make it easier?)

[intens]

Hi, so I'm 18, still living at home, and my parents know, I'm very unwell mentally, so they're like aware of what pills and sharp objects, we have at the house. And ordering N or SN wouldn't be an option, because I'm sure, they would find out somehow.
And I don't live near any tall buildnings or bridges, but I live very close to the sea, so I've figured that's my chosen method. Drowning. And I'm really motivatited to do this and suffer through those last few minutes, before I pass out.
But is there any way to make drowning easier and less painfull and to not make SI as strong? I've thought of taking a lot of random pills, before, so I would have a harder time swimming (and surviving?)
And is there anyone on here who have survived a drowning attempt?

 

[Honigwaffel]

Maybe you will get the answers you are looking for in this thread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/

 

[tomz323]

Drowning is hard, your survival instinct kicks in when in water. I always thought about tying a brick or something to my leg and jumping in.

 

[hunter_lewis]

It is difficult and painful. I nearly drowned once-it was awful

 

[Lets get out]

Hi, so I'm 18, still living at home, and my parents know, I'm very unwell mentally, so they're like aware of what pills and sharp objects, we have at the house. And ordering N or SN wouldn't be an option, because I'm sure, they would find out somehow.
And I don't live near any tall buildnings or bridges, but I live very close to the sea, so I've figured that's my chosen method. Drowning. And I'm really motivatited to do this and suffer through those last few minutes, before I pass out.
But is there any way to make drowning easier and less painfull and to not make SI as strong? I've thought of taking a lot of random pills, before, so I would have a harder time swimming (and surviving?)
And is there anyone on here who have survived a drowning attempt?

Hi
I'm thinking of using drowning as my method

 

[TAW122]

In order to make it less painful and increase your chance of success, you would be have to sedated and also unconscious when you hit the water. Otherwise your survival instincts will kick in and your body will do everything and anything it can to sustain 'life' thus thwarting your attempt.