Method Drinking bleach and ODing at the same time

[SHThrowAway213]

I know it's one of the worst ideas ever but I'm desperate
I just want to know how lethal it is and how painful it is
I do have SN on the way but I can't wait that long
I have tried hanging countless times and I just can't do it
What I would be using to OD on is painkillers, Rantidine and Rispersone

 

[I'm exhausted]

I watched a documentary about a young woman drinking bleach to get out of arranged marriage. She didn't die. I'm saddened because I can feel your pain and if you are desperate can you look up blood choke aka night night. That would be a lot less painful than bleach.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I watched a documentary about a young woman drinking bleach to get out of arranged marriage. She didn't die. I'm saddened because I can feel your pain and if you are desperate can you look up blood choke aka night night. That would be a lot less painful that bleach.

I know there are better methods out there
I have also tried the night night method and failed

 

[LMLN]

Please dont drink bleach. That would be horrible.:(

 

[forever21]

I also watched a documentary about a young women drinking bleach. She didn't die, but had to have a tube for the Rest of her life. She couldn't eat or Drink properly

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Please dont drink bleach. That would be horrible.:(

I know but I'm so desperate.
I just want to know if it has a chance of killing me

I also watched a documentary about a young women drinking bleach. She didn't die, but had to have a tube for the Rest of her life. She couldn't eat or Drink properly

That sounds like surviving would make my situation worse
I know I should wait for the SN but I just want to do something right now

 

[LMLN]

I know but I'm so desperate.
I just want to know if it has a chance of killing me

I dont know. You'd have to look up the LD50. And then you still might vomit and live. But do damage to your stomach and esophagus. Itd be painful I think. And probably not quick.

 

[Daniela]

my therapist told me one of her clients drank bleach and his mouth and jaw melted off. He could be fed through a cannula. He later starved himself and died.

 

[Stan]

Agree with what was said above. You are only going to make a bad situation even worse.

 

[Asta]

Please don't do that, dear!! Have you read this? The method begins on page 209. As I've said many times, if a little elderly lady in a hospital can be successful with it...

Five Last Acts (800+ pages - 2015): https://www.load.to/d5R8OuUEjD/Five_Last_Acts__2015_.pdf
https://www.pdf-archive.com/2017/07/29/five-last-acts-the-exit-path-2015/

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Agree with what was said above. You are only going to make a bad situation even worse.

I do have SN on the way, but I can't take meto due to this medication I'm on so I'm expecting that to fail too

 

[Stan]

I do have SN on the way, but I can't take meto due to this medication I'm on so I'm expecting that to fail too

Meto is not necessary for the process. We have had a few people that used nothing at all apart from the SN in a glass of water.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Meto is not necessary for the process. We have had a few people that used nothing at all apart from the SN in a glass of water.

Ive always heard meto is needed along with other stuff.
I know it's recommended to have an anticid which I already have (Rantidine/Zantac) and some other stuff I can't reremeber

 

[Stan]

Ive always heard meto is needed along with other stuff.
I know it's recommended to have an anticid which I already have (Rantidine/Zantac) and some other stuff I can't reremeber

The regimen is there to only make the journey more successful or more peaceful. Honestly, the only thing that kills you is the SN

 

[Jean Améry]

Imo a 'chance' of dying (implying it's not a very high chance) is not enough, certainly not if the method has the potential of causing great suffering and/or grave injuries/maiming/ending up handicapped for the rest of one's life in the case of failure.

Do not gamble your future (including one where you could die in a relatively peaceful way) on your current feelings of desperation. This is not meant to be disparaging. On the contrary: I know what it's like to be desperate and at one point I almost caused grave injuries to myself which could well have resulted in disfigurement upon survival or a horror scene for my mother had she found my corpse.

I would suggest to vent here to ease the despair, think it over and decide later when you're in a better state of mind. If you deem death is in your best interest SN surely would be preferable to bleach.