Dreaming

[Deleted member 7141]

I was planning a trip to the Golden Gate Bridge to jump off it. I had heard that sometimes people survive the jump and end up brain dead. I heard most feel the impact of all there bones and organs collasping. Most become fearful right before the jump.

I know it would be overkill but I have have thought of injecting myself with a street drug, maybe enough to make me overdose or at least enough to take edge off, slitting my wrist, then jumping off the Golden Gate bridge as the drugs kick in and I start to feel myself slipping into unconsciousness from the drugs.

This way even if I felt scared I would be so drugged up that I would just fall as I pass out. It would also help me as I fell through air and hit the water.

Between the massive amount of drugs, my slit wrist, and the fall one or all three would kill me I imagine.

Since I don't use drugs normally I wouldn't be sure how to aquire them without getting arrested. I just wanted to think of a foul proof way to ensure death if the fall alone didn't work ect. Any thoughts...

Falling from the bridge while simultaneously falling into unconsciousness, to my death, I have dubbed "dreaming". Hence I would fall alseep "unconsciousness" hopefully forever.

I also wanted to add the successful become part of a family for eternity. I have nothing and have never known love or family in the true sense of the word. I want to be a part of a family in the after life. The bridge ties souls together forever. Kindred souls. I believe there is a spiritual connection for all who commit suicide at the same place...a bond. I feel disconnected from the world in such a way his is all I have ever known. It would be nice to have been in the place of such a powerful epicenter of release and where so many people who were brave enough to put this world behind them fell into eternity.

 

[JadedGray]

I was planning a trip to the Golden Gate Bridge to jump off it. I had heard that sometimes people survive the jump and end up brain dead. I heard most feel the inpact of all there bones and organs collasping. Mos becoming fearful right before the jump.

I know it would be overkill but I have have thought of injecting myself with a street drug, maybe enough to make me overdose or at least enough to take edge off, slitting my wrist, then jumping off the Golden Gate bridge as the drugs kick in and I start to feel myself slipping into unconsciousness from the drugs.

This way even if I felt scared I would be so drugged up that I would just fall as I pass out. It would also help me as I fell through air and hit the water.

Between the massive amount of drugs, my slit wrist, and the fall one or all three would kill me I imagine.

Since I don't use drugs normally I wouldn't be sure how to aquire them without getting arrested. I just wanted to think of a foul proof way to ensure death if the fall alone didn't work ect. Any thoughts...

You'll have to look out for the new suicide barrier that they are in the process of constructing right now and the bridge security.

https://www.mercurynews.com/2019/02/17/golden-gate-bridge-suicide-barrier-starting-to-take-shape/

 

[Deleted member 7141]

You'll have to look out for the new suicide barrier that they are in the process of constructing right now and the bridge security.

https://www.mercurynews.com/2019/02/17/golden-gate-bridge-suicide-barrier-starting-to-take-shape/

Thank you. If I don't make it in time I will pursue other method. It was just one of the ones that I felt fond of. I feel disappointed they are erecting that barrier. It was away for like minded bruisd hopeless souls to connect for all of eternity.

 

[JadedGray]

Thank you. If I don't make it in time I will pursue other method. It was just one of the ones that I felt fond of. I feel disappointed they are erecting that barrier. It was away for like minded bruisd hopeless souls to connect for all of eternity.

If you could ever make it to the UK, Beachy Head would be your best bet. That would be my dream place. Or somewhere in the US where there isn't a safety net like the Grand Canyon, the Royal Gorge, the Hoover Dam, etc. Jumping is still a viable method if you can find a place high enough with no safety net and able to avoid Samaritans/security. You're also more likely to succeed on land than on water. If you're jumping into water you have to jump from at least 100 feet more than on land.

Here's a list of the highest bridges in the US:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_bridges_in_the_United_States_by_height

 

[Deleted member 7141]

If you could ever make it to the UK, Beachy Head would be your best bet. That would be my dream place. Or somewhere in the US where there isn't a safety net like the Grand Canyon, the Royal Gorge, the Hoover Dam, etc. Jumping is still a viable method if you can find a place high enough with no safety net and able to avoid Samaritans/security. You're also more likely to succeed on land than on water. If you're jumping into water you have to jump from at least 100 feet more than on land.

Here's a list of the highest bridges in the US:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_bridges_in_the_United_States_by_height

Thank you so much.

 

[dousavetheworld]

I am thinking about jumping all the times because I have no access to N, nor do I have a gun. Jumping is one of the most leathal method that I have access to.

 

[JadedGray]

Thank you so much.

You're very welcome.