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idontknow42
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- Jan 31, 2021
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I don't know why I am so so depressed, but in the back of my head I do? Like, there's a million things going on at once and even though I don't individually think about them, all of them combined make me want to die.
It's really hard to describe, and makes it very difficult to get any help because I can't address of direct problems. Therefore leading me down this path. I also feel like even if these problems were solved, I'll still be empty and dead inside, wanting to CTB.
IDK! I have no energy to go through all of my thoughts, I don't even have the energy to speak to people. So so lost. Can anyone relate/describe it better?
It's really hard to describe, and makes it very difficult to get any help because I can't address of direct problems. Therefore leading me down this path. I also feel like even if these problems were solved, I'll still be empty and dead inside, wanting to CTB.
IDK! I have no energy to go through all of my thoughts, I don't even have the energy to speak to people. So so lost. Can anyone relate/describe it better?