Don't know why but...

[Empty Smile]

As the night wears on, I'm slipping deeper into depression. I didn't think it was possible to get any lower than I already am.

For the last hour or so, I've had a steady flow of tears coming from nowhere. Now I'm hoping my brother or his wife don't decide to swing by, if they do, I know what's going to happen..... I'm going to be locked up in psych ward again.

Ugh fuck my life

 

[GeorgeEastman]

When you come out of it though, it'll be a hell of a rush.

Today I spent the whole day alone. Felt gutted from the inside out. Absolute worst. But now here at night, knowing it's all so useless and stupid seems like a hell of a rush. It feels good to know life is absolutely no good and knowing how great it's going to be to die one way or another.

 

[anthomaniac]

It's been one of the worsts night for myself too... But the sun will rise again, and eventually will just move on from this crisis to another and so on