Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
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For simple context my body is starting to feel 6 plus years of working hard manual labor. I've thrown out my back a few times, my hands ache and now they feel awkward when I grab stuff sometimes and my left thigh feels strained. Not to mention I get a pins and needles like sensation on the sole of my left foot from time to time. I'm barely pushing 30 but I'm well on my way to having constant aches and pains for all the strain i've put myself through and it's not something I'm looking forward to. I've seen first hand how severe pain like this can get from my mom who's injured herself a lot over the years, she always needs to take multiple meds to barely numb her pain and get through the day. That's not a feasible way to live and one I would rather die than deal with for years or even decades.
 
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Why Me?

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Have you tried to changing careers? Have you thought of any ideas? Maybe starting a business?
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
Have you tried to changing careers? Have you thought of any ideas? Maybe starting a business?
I'm a person who wouldn't be able to get through Community college. Even if I did change careers the damage to my body has already been done. I have no one but myself to blame for where I am now, and I have to accept the consequences.
 
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I can relate to what your saying about college, because I have a disability with learning/retaining information. College success was not an option for me, even when I tried. However, you can start a business by buying a course, and learning at your own pace, that's what I did when I ended up with a successful eBay store. Right now I'm looking into building You Tube channels for income. Day trading has been something I've been trying to master. There are a lot of things you can do these days if you put the consistent work into it.
 
Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
I can relate to what your saying about college, because I have a disability with learning/retaining information. College success was not an option for me, even when I tried. However, you can start a business by buying a course, and learning at your own pace, that's what I did when I ended up with a successful eBay store. Right now I'm looking into building You Tube channels for income. Day trading has been something I've been trying to master. There are a lot of things you can do these days if you put the consistent work into it.
I'll try to keep in mind what you've told me. I simply have no motivation nor passion for anything though.
 
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Apr 5, 2022
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I'll try to keep in mind what you've told me. I simply have no motivation nor passion for anything though.
Yeah, becoming a specialist in getting & staying motivated is the key to completing the entrepreneurial journey onto success. Your going to have to create goals that will make the business success worth it, and find a way to stay focused on those goals so that you don't give up.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that you are suffering, it really is awful how our bodies are capable of torturing us with so many health problems. I wish you the best and I hope you find relief from the pain in whatever happens.
 
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