Venting Don’t do anything silly (rant)

[Toenditall]

bloody pro lifers always telling me not to do anything silly (there's words not mine) really winds me up and just makes me want to ctb sooner it's not silly or stupid ending it all is the only option I have to end all the pain I've gone though in my life I've tried everything the last few years to stop all the hurt I feel but nothing works nothing helps I always end up at rock bottom no matter what this is my only way to stop all the pain I can't live the rest of my life feeling like this

Sorry for the rant just needed to get it of my chest with people who understand what I'm going though and won't try to talk me out of anything cause this is my choice and no one else's and I've cut them all of now as I am 5 days away should have done it along time ago though but they are a really good friend

 

[worldexploder]

Isn't it sort of "silly" for society to keep people from delaying the inevitable even though we never chose to be born? Fuck pro-lifers. They are pond scum covered in pond scum!

I can't think of anything more unjust than natalism without the right to die.

 

[Toenditall]

Yep I have to right to choose to die it's something I've considered for years and tried a few times before all without proper planning but this time I've planned everything even got a back up method if my first choice fails

 

[TAW122]

I get really vexed when I hear shit pro-lifers spew. I try my best to ignore it though sometimes it does get to me personally. As for planning my method, I'm the type to analyze and explore all (or almost all) possibilities and what not before I follow through with action so I too, am meticulously planning out my method, from acquisition to waiting and finally the attempt. I also have a few backup methods, but I don't like them as much since they are less reliable (jumping, hanging, freezing, heat-stroke, the latter two dependent on the time of the year).

 

[Fucking loving it]

Oh fuck I've heard those words don't do anything silly. The fuck......

 

[Retched]

My immediate family member just riddles me with more guilt.
Me: "I'm feeling really sad and not doing too well."
M: "I don't know if I should even go on my trip."
Me: "Why?"
M: "You know why!"

Later she texted me to "Hang in there!"

Really? Partial or Full Suspension? Wish I had the courage to text that back.


I live in hell.

 

[Empty Smile]

Later she texted me to "Hang in there!"

Really? Partial or Full Suspension? Wish I had the courage to text that back.

Sorry, but I had to laugh at this...

 

[Retched]

Sorry, but I had to laugh at this...

Don't be sorry. It made me chuckle a bit too...I would have loved to say it.

 

[Toenditall]

It's always the same shit "you have so much to live for, it's not worth it, you have a great future ahead of you, your an amazing person and there's so many people who care about you" people piss me of at least you gus understand can not wait till Sunday night