Venting dont belong

[Life_and_Death]

what do you do when you dont belong literally anywhere. not even here

 

[ocd is bad]

I don't know but I wish I did. I never fit in. Especially in school, I go to college and I feel like an 80 year old man surrounded by children, everyones having the time of their lives while I'm deciding if I should ctb.

 

[IsThisTheEnd?]

this is obviously the question I ask myself often and variations of this theme, some-kind of hole in my personality means I am no longer able to get on with anyone anymore, a variation on this theme will probably be the basis for many of my questions on the forum.

 

[AllReturnsToNothing]

I've heard the expression "nobody belongs anywhere" before gives people some catharsis. Doesn't personally help me but maybe it could help you. I used to have a place where I felt I belong but it's gone forever now.

 

[Zorya]

Same with me, I belong nowhere, I don't feel accepted here, said something stupid and had to beg not to be banned.

 

[Finis Autem Spero]

Well, I mostly lurk online spaces and distract myself until I get round to ctb. There's few things worse than being a member of a social species while being an outsider to every group.

 

[leiche]

i just go outside and wander listening to music till this feeling goes away

 

[airboy_a380]

I wish I could find a community in the woods, not a cult, and live with them. With people who think like us. if I knew any I would just pack my bags and go.

 

[Sensei]

I know the feeling. I don't belong anywhere, not even here. It's a screen that keeps me outside, but also a shield which protects me. That's a poor comfort, though. My solution is to try to live as a semi-hermit, but that's not really sustainable.