g0921
Member
- Jan 18, 2020
- 78
Lived as a friendly human for 30years...
I don't enjoy myself being mean/ not friendly.
But I am so tired, I don't have any spare bit to play nice anymore.
Even in small talks with coworkers, and my partner...I know now I am a complete downer, but I just can't.
(I really don't care about your weekend, or how have you been...)
(I am also extra mean to my boyfriend... as he is living in my dream>>>contracted artist, popular, get many likes in social media, easily moved to a new country with my help. While nobody help me, in the days that I moved here ALONE. Guess life is just not fair:D)
Beside that.... especially to people who are good looking or generally popular and nice.
The world have been treating them well anyway, so why should I?
And sometimes secretly feel like they are just playing nice so they can keep faking their "good" characters.
Just saying... so i can get this off my chest.X_X
I don't enjoy myself being mean/ not friendly.
But I am so tired, I don't have any spare bit to play nice anymore.
Even in small talks with coworkers, and my partner...I know now I am a complete downer, but I just can't.
(I really don't care about your weekend, or how have you been...)
(I am also extra mean to my boyfriend... as he is living in my dream>>>contracted artist, popular, get many likes in social media, easily moved to a new country with my help. While nobody help me, in the days that I moved here ALONE. Guess life is just not fair:D)
Beside that.... especially to people who are good looking or generally popular and nice.
The world have been treating them well anyway, so why should I?
And sometimes secretly feel like they are just playing nice so they can keep faking their "good" characters.
Just saying... so i can get this off my chest.X_X
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