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[brickedup]

new here. been depressed and suicidal for many years now and i literally cant take it anymore bro. im planning on doing it in the afternoon today or tomorrow by train. i feel bad knowing people on the train are gonna have a delay and the conductor will see me die but im not legally old enough to buy a gun in my state yet, and overdose barely succeeds in doing the job. the method is by decapitation on the train railing, im going to lie down with my neck on the rail facing up. i feel like if i jump in front i might survive. im a little afraid cause the train has that bumper thing thats supposed to push stuff off the rails. will i be successful?

 

[mehwhoknows]

put something medium sized first to test the function of the bumper, wouldnt wanna risk something failing and the experience being prolongued from bad preparation

ig id test it today and go ctb whenever youre needing it

i think its also pretty instant with trains, good luck

 

[AbyssalAlien]

If you can somehow keep yourself restrained, yeah, a train running over your neck or head should result in death. It wont be a clean decapitation. But you shouldnt be alive after the first and second wheel.

Also. Some rails have electricity running through them. Keep that in mind before you paralyze yourself in a position that wont gaurantee a quick death.

Honestly better off finding a different method. Train seems to be one of the worst ways in terms of survival instincts.

 

[mehwhoknows]

If you can somehow keep yourself restrained, yeah, a train running over your neck or head should result in death. It wont be a clean decapitation. But you shouldnt be alive after the first and second wheel.

Also. Some rails have electricity running through them. Keep that in mind before you paralyze yourself in a position that wont gaurantee a quick death.

Honestly better off finding a different method. Train seems to be one of the worst ways in terms of survival instincts.

theres many variables, but if its an ordinary traditional type of train i doubt its that terrible,

most trains you can stand around on tracks just fine, i doubt the current is strong enough to paralyze someone, there are countless videos of indian tiktokers getting rammed and thrown off because they hadnt noticed the correct trajectory of the train (as they were clearly distracted while) recording

from videos ive seen (might be concentrated typed of people who only succeeded keep in mind) if the person throws themselves 5 secs before making contact with their necks alligned its usually flawless

the bumper and correct placement of the body here is much more risky than electricity

 

[DeathSleep]

I hope you find your peace no matter what you choose to do.

 

[dhjsjdjdjdjhc]

Love maybe lets not do that just yet. I know that this isn't the answer you wish for, or maybe it is but like still. I relate and i agree, i also understand. And i know that you feel sad for the people that would be hurt by this method but i don't think you quite understand how traumatizing that would be. Depressed people make depressed people, don't be like that. You were made to be this way so you're justified, but the people who made you this way had issues too. Everyone has issues and sadness is a chain passed down from person to person. Don't pass it down again, at least not when you die. You can talk to me, tell me about your worries. Hopelessness and tiredness hurts but there are ways to break free from the chain, or at least stop it from getting longer. Why don't we talk one more time? If you're not convinced you can still die, but if you're already dead what harm would extending your time here for a little while longer do? Talk to me

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence but anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find what you search for.