Discussion Does the Health Industry contribute to your will to CTB?

[DeniedPeace]

It is often discussed here how the efforts of the health industry to allegedly treat mental health issues are at least poorly designed if not counter productive.

My personal experience with the french health industry is horrendous, be it meds prescribed by my psychiatrist (based on careless diagnosis) or psychologists, they have pushed me towards the will to CTB and CTB attempts which would very likely never have occured if I stayed away from it altogether.
The behavior of some medical professionals towards me (denial of my suffering, humiliation, lies to authorities) make me feel like they actually want me to CTB.

What is your experience and if you're ok with doing this would you share in which region of the world you had this experience?

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Oui

Too long to explain. But they definitely made me more suicidal than less.

The behavior of some medical professionals towards me (denial of my suffering, humiliation, lies to authorities) make me feel like they actually want me to CTB.

They are experts at giving out mixed messages and only know how to center patient safety in themselves.

 

[Unsolved]

It pushed me to try to CBT as well. I voluntarily stayed at a mental hospital for 3 months because I thought it might've help me, but it was not helpful at all. (I was 14 at the time)

Most of the people taking care of the patients were just there for their money. They weren't professional at all and only made things worse. Also, they told parents and other people everything.

The therapists didn't really help much either. They just kinda talk and then leave you alone if you seem ok. They don't tell you anything about what might be going on with you and leave you completely in the dark.

I felt so forgotten about in that place, the caretakers didn't inform me about appointments nor did they even try to talk to me except for when I did something wrong.

I tried to CBT around a month or so after I left, though it obviously didn't work.

 

[socksnsandles]

it is a huge factor in my ctb

 

[Forveleth]

Neither I wanted to die well before I got involved in therapy, and I still want to die after therapy. Therapy took a couple hours out of my week and a lot of money out of my bank account, but it has no bearing on my decision to kill myself.