Discussion does eating before you die or not eating during your death date vital?

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I have put a lot of time and energy into my CTB, and one thing I don't care about is the food I'll eat before I go but rather if it will support me during my death. I can enjoy my last meal few days before I'm gone, but my death isn't until I gather all my things first. But for note, should you eat on your death day or be sick and starved enough on that day or does it not matter? I researched and found a logged stomach being a means of early death from the stomach acid, and a gallon of water killing you, especially from electrolyte unbalance, and dehydration and starvation being a deep indicator of both cardiac arrest and low blood pressure, so I want to know which way is better and what you guys would choose. Also, forgive me if I don't make sense. I am not smart enough to make sense as I was robbed of education growing up and sheltered. New to SS.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I think it dependent upon the method you use. My last attempt I didn't eat for 3 days because I wanted my blood sugar to be very low. Ex: If you plan to hang yourself, fasting wouldn't make a difference at all. Can I ask what method you plan on using?

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I think it dependent upon the method you use. My last attempt I didn't eat for 3 days because I wanted my blood sugar to be very low. Ex: If you plan to hang yourself, fasting wouldn't make a difference at all. Can I ask what method you plan on using?

Oooo, never knew that! Also, my method consists of my mental medications (I have prazosin, wellburtin, and hydroxyzine as strong collaterals with nine meds and need a few doubles to collect) and collecting my medical medication, but may skip through it, unfortunately. I'm gonna be drinking coffee that day and gonna increase it with coffee powder, energy drinks, before drinking Long Island Ice Tea when I'm ready to cut lights out, gonna use some sleeping meds and found that unisom is great and if they have Diphenhydramine poured into the ingredient, it's better, and gonna use bendayrl that day too, I guess. I added SN into my list and gonna add stevia sugar in the water and coffee as I heard great things lot from it. And perhaps some essentials oils, but need to try them first to see, but I know some very great ones and heard they're super killer. :D

Edit: magnesium and magnesium glycinate, aspirin, and naproxen as I suffer from low blood pressure already ((:

I think it dependent upon the method you use. My last attempt I didn't eat for 3 days because I wanted my blood sugar to be very low. Ex: If you plan to hang yourself, fasting wouldn't make a difference at all. Can I ask what method you plan on using?

Ah, may I ask, but what happened during your last attempt?

 

[rozeske]

It depends on your method. Fasting is a requirement for my prefered method (sn) for quicker absorption but I love food too much so might have a nice last meal a few hours prior though not sure if I'll have that much of an appetite in those moments. Also your choice of method has a high chance of failing, meds overdose rarely works. I recommend checking out the pinned thread "Non methods...." at the top.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

It depends on your method. Fasting is a requirement for my prefered method (sn) for quicker absorption but I love food too much so might have a nice last meal a few hours prior though not sure if I'll have that much of an appetite in those moments. Also your choice of method has a high chance of failing, meds overdose rarely works. I recommend checking out the pinned thread "Non methods...." at the top.

Hehe, enjoy your food before you die <:
And thanks for the response. for me, I was thinking of liquid diet the day prior and to my CTB date. And I know. That's why I'm gonna layer it and attack my heart, as I suffer from low blood pressure already and POTs syndrome, so its required to at least affect something, and losing weight have contributed to something so far and the effect of meds have made me succumb to death a couple of times... I'm so close and why I even added OTC and the medical meds I'll acquire, aside from psych meds. I added so much... It's so confusing to the general eye.

 

[Forveleth]

Oooo, never knew that! Also, my method consists of my mental medications (I have prazosin, wellburtin, and hydroxyzine as strong collaterals with nine meds and need a few doubles to collect) and collecting my medical medication, but may skip through it, unfortunately. I'm gonna be drinking coffee that day and gonna increase it with coffee powder, energy drinks, before drinking Long Island Ice Tea when I'm ready to cut lights out, gonna use some sleeping meds and found that unisom is great and if they have Diphenhydramine poured into the ingredient, it's better, and gonna use bendayrl that day too, I guess. I added SN into my list and gonna add stevia sugar in the water and coffee as I heard great things lot from it. And perhaps some essentials oils, but need to try them first to see, but I know some very great ones and heard they're super killer. :D

Edit: magnesium and magnesium glycinate, aspirin, and naproxen as I suffer from low blood pressure already ((:

Ah, may I ask, but what happened during your last attempt?

I would highly advise against your plan. Overdoses rarely work unless it is using a hardcore opioid/barbiturate. At this point half of those drugs are probably going to counteract the other half and/or you are just going to throw up everything.

...I even added OTC and the medical meds I'll acquire...

OTC medications are made to be safe. You can take literal pounds of them and not die. They are pointless to add.

I added SN into my list and gonna add stevia sugar in the water and coffee as I heard great things lot from it...

If you are going with SN is needs to be taken with only a few medications and requires fasting beforehand.

And perhaps some essentials oils, but need to try them first to see, but I know some very great ones and heard they're super killer. :D

Essential oils are not "super killer". Some young children have died from them because they are small and need less poison to kill. Most essential oils will just make you very sick or take out an organ. If people were dropping like flies from essential oils, they would be outlawed very quickly.

It sounds like you have a very haphazard, unplanned method which usually ends up in failure with potentially very bad side effects. I see you have some medical conditions already and maybe those will work to your advantage but swallowing every random pill you can get your hands on rarely goes well. I would suggest you look at the Resources sticky and do some research before you give yourself a very bad experience.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I would highly advise against your plan. Overdoses rarely work unless it is using a hardcore opioid/barbiturate. At this point half of those drugs are probably going to counteract the other half and/or you are just going to throw up everything.

OTC medications are made to be safe. You can take literal pounds of them and not die. They are pointless to add.

If you are going with SN is needs to be taken with only a few medications and requires fasting beforehand.

Essential oils are not "super killer". Some young children have died from them because they are small and need less poison to kill. Most essential oils will just make you very sick or take out an organ. If people were dropping like flies from essential oils, they would be outlawed very quickly.

It sounds like you have a very haphazard, unplanned method which usually ends up in failure with potentially very bad side effects. I see you have some medical conditions already and maybe those will work to your advantage but swallowing every random pill you can get your hands on rarely goes well. I would suggest you look at the Resources sticky and do some research before you give yourself a very bad experience.

I deeply appreciate this response and why I am here because I honestly don't know what to do if I'll wait on the actual medical meds that will affect me better for my heart and to alleviate pain, as I want to feel as much pain as possible while numbing myself out, but I'm in such a rush and I'm still thinking about layering my plan because I'm into deep existing knowing everyday is gonna get worse for me...

I thought of the essential oil bit but I definitely plan on killing my heart regardless and figured out sugar hurts me a lot. Definitely want to strip myself of food on that day. What about coffee though and energy drinks to you? I know alcohol at least works well .

 

[Forveleth]

I deeply appreciate this response and why I am here because I honestly don't know what to do if I'll wait on the actual medical meds that will affect me better for my heart and to alleviate pain, as I want to feel as much pain as possible while numbing myself out, but I'm in such a rush and I'm still thinking about layering my plan because I'm into deep existing knowing everyday is gonna get worse for me...

I thought of the essential oil bit but I definitely plan on killing my heart regardless and figured out sugar hurts me a lot. Definitely want to strip myself of food on that day. What about coffee though and energy drinks to you? I know alcohol at least works well .

Caffeine (coffee and energy drinks) raise your blood pressure. It depends on what you are trying to do to your heart. I am not that familiar with POTS beyond the basics so I do not know how those are going to effect things.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Caffeine (coffee and energy drinks) raise your blood pressure. It depends on what you are trying to do to your heart. I am not that familiar with POTS beyond the basics so I do not know how those are going to effect things.

I heard about that from a friend of mine who was using that in their method, but I heard about coffee powder and how it doesn't matter... It'll just kill you. And don't worry. It's a underlying disease related to low blood pressure and hypotension. Yeah, I can't stand up for too long or I get sick and can't be active for too long or I feel like I'm dying. I will continue hearing out others responses outside my underdeveloped plan. I do know Wellburtin and hydroxyzine and prozasin signals what I'm looking for regarding what I need. I'm looking to kill my heart basically. Also, I tried only 75 mg of prozasin once as I thought it was a sleeping pill as i never use what my psychiatrist is giving me, and it literally made my heart collapse and I was fumigating from the pain, lol

 

[maniac116]

Honestly, it would depend on you method used.
Obviously if your using an you need an empty stomach to enhance absorption & minimize chance of vomitting.
But it wouldn't matter if full suspension hanging is attempted.
I wouldn't even bother with water intoxication. It can really mess you up & won't help in any way.