Does anyone's friends treat them bad?

[Sunoo]

I've already mentioned before about how they made fun of my self harm scars and my attempt but they also do other stuff that make me feel sad. People say I should leave them but I don't really have anyone else so I'm kind of stuck with them because I just don't want to look like a loner. Does anyone else have any similar experiences?

 

[underscore_nine]

most definitely, the people I used to talk to would harrass me for being gay and call me slurs constantly, they're a fair part of why I'm going to CTB

 

[Sunoo]

most definitely, the people I used to talk to would harrass me for being gay and call me slurs constantly, they're a fair part of why I'm going to CTB

I'm so sorry you don't deserve that omg. Idk why but when I ctb I want to put some of the blame on them so they would feel some sort of guilt, I know it's wrong but idk.

 

[underscore_nine]

I'm so sorry you don't deserve that omg. Idk why but when I ctb I want to put some of the blame on them so they would feel some sort of guilt, I know it's wrong but idk.

I don't want to blame anyone, just leave this world quietly and unimpactfully

 

[underscore_nine]

But you're only 18, isn't your generation (Generation Z) supposed to be much more supportive of sexual diversity compared with older ones?

idk, i guess not, a few times they punched me until I couldn't catch a breath,, they found it fun to make my life hell

 

[underscore_nine]

You shouldn't CTB just because of people like that unless you have other reasons alongside that.

those reasons are at the bottom of my list, i don't really have any reasons to die, i have it really good yet i still want to. I'm trying to force myself into unhealthy habits to make sure i don't lose motivation:)

 

[numar]

yeah often i trust too much and open up and then end up being used by someone who was never my friend. it sucks im sorry youre going through that. its not something they should be harassing you about.

 

[Failure21]

Everyone I thought was my friend dropped me the moment I was no longer useful to them. Some of them blocked me and others just go out of their way to avoid me so I stopped trying because the message was clear