Discussion Does anyone stop his/her CTB process because of visiting / arguing on this forum

[Kodama]

I'm not talking about pro-life advices but about having a kind of "WTF i'm doing here" vision ?

 

[Rachel74]

Sometimes I do and I wonder who is genuine but that's probably my paranoia x

 

[sleepy dog]

When I see posts about jumping or setting themself on fire or other similar I feel like "Geez I don't want to hurt myself, I just want to not suffer."

Sometimes I do and I wonder who is genuine but that's probably my paranoia x

I don't think you are being paranoid. I see some posts that really seem to be testing for responses or experimenting.

 

[Return2Dust]

Sometimes I do and I wonder who is genuine but that's probably my paranoia x

I feel the same way. I was naive at first when I joined thinking all the profiles were real. Then, I read discussions about people having multiple profiles and someone telling a story that might've been a stretch. I'm cautious now.

 

[Mr2005]

Lol hell yeah. I might have come here because I couldn't talk as openly as I wanted to elsewhere but it's become something else entirely. Both a welcome distraction and the cause of more problems

 

[MeltingHeart]

I'm not talking about pro-life advices but about having a kind of "WTF i'm doing here" vision ?

I do think WTF i a doing here-in no disrespect to the forum what so ever-just WTF- i cant believe how much I want to ctb, that it has bought me to here. Being here doesnt stop me- the only thing stopping me is my strong SI (though i think most people would say thir SI is STRONG as it is by its very nature) or and the fact my SI got taken away too.

When I see posts about jumping or setting themself on fire or other similar I feel like "Geez I don't want to hurt myself, I just want to not suffer."


I don't think you are being paranoid. I see some posts that really seem to be testing for responses or experimenting.

but also do you not think some people on here might be feeling quite extreme emotions and also others do have varying degrees of mental health issues so they might be 'testing' for responses but not for any sinister reasons-of course some people might simply just want attention- that comes with the territory no? ...but also understand that on ANY forum you are gonna get people that are not on there for the same reason as everyone else; i.e trolls, people just mucking about, pro-lifers etc. but from what i read-feels like the vast majority are pretty damn authentic, esp in opening up so much about their feelings and experiences.

 

[AlmostFinished]

In all places you can find people with whom to share something, this forum is no exception. Unfortunately I am so damaged that I would not stop my plan for anything or anyone, however, perhaps it is a good idea to say goodbye so that someone can know that I am already calm and peaceful.