Does anyone know what it'd be like to go out using fentanyl?

[tamamshud107]

I can't acquire SN, so looking for alternatives. I thought about overdosing on fentalyl and/or a combination of benzos and oxys. I've never tried any, so my tolerance would be very low.

Would you recommend it? Why/why not?

 

[meowzers3276]

there's a few things to note about fentanyl overdose:
first, you must make sure you wont be found until you are fully dead so ideally anywhere from 40 minutes onward, because you'll be revived with narcan otherwise.
second, do NOT test try the fentanyl if you manage to acquire it if you dont already use potent opioids, because you could have an unplanned overdose and die.
and last, if you OD on fentanyl and get revived you have a high chance of having long term complication

but death from fentanyl itself is peaceful. maybe take benzos before to calm yourself and keep yourself from panicking, maybe watch videos of people doing whatever way you administer it too so you do not mess it up. most times in my experience theres someone to teach you how to get the most from the drug when you try, so you'll have to be able to figure it out without actually testing the drug.

vomiting is unlikely until you're already unconscious/unresponsive but maybe still go somewhere like bathtub or wooden floor if you dont want to mess up furniture.

i wish you luck and peace!

 

[xXSufferingXx]

i remember someone posting about it in here and warning against it, but he described it as
"you won't be able to breathe, it will restrict your air ways" or something like that.
but isn't that exactly what one would hypothetically want?
i think he just didn't take enough for what he wanted to happen.

it's obviously terrifying not being able to breathe properly when you're still conscious and awake.
but... anyway i don't like to encourage anything

 

[knowledgeseeking]

It would be a great way to go. Take it, close your eyes and die peacefully in your sleep.

Sadly it is very hard to source fent in a pure form. Anymore the drugs that are laced don't have enough to kill most people.

I am from the US and have tried endlessly to find a reliable source and been willing to grossly overpay.

 

[sulvumnolo]

Speaking as someone doing fentanyl rn lol. It's not as perfect as people say. I've tried to do twice. I have a powder mixture. Unsure of the actually dosage / content per any given amount. All I know is the closer I get to nodding / blacking out the sicker I feel. This may be different for other people. And it may be different if I just did an extreme amount all at once. But I actually don't know how people enjoy getting high to the point of passing out. It's very uncomfortable to me. Extremely nauseousz, dizzy, hot and sweating. Extremely confusion. Overall you are very aware that something's wrong. Essentially that your brain is losing oxygen. The first time I passed out on it was probably more uncomfortable then my best attempts at partional suspension hanging.

But!! I should say that's my unique experience. I've had friend od that seemingly never felt anything. So idk.

Another time I accidentally overdose and woke up the next day I felt like I couldn't fully wake up for days. Like I was stuck partially shut down. It was scary.

 

[Harrier]

Fetanyl appears to be effective, but I have no experience with it.

This weekend I had a conversation with someone I was staying with, and the conversation got around to death penalty.

That individual recommended fentanyl as an execution method.

No one there knew my state of mind, and later that night I went out on the balcony and looked down.

It wasn't high enough, and I later read posts here about survived jumps from higher than I was 2 weeks ago when I walked to the edge.

Oddly, jumping is often on my mind, but the ideation doesn't get intense unless I find myself at a height.

I guess that my pain isn't enough yet to purposely book a room with a high balcony or travel to a bridge.

Both instances in the last two weeks were circumstantial - I felt hopeless and due to real life (stuff that has to be dealt with even when it seems pointless) ended up at places with balconies.

The earlier one may have killed me - but it was way too public. Not just witnesses, but I was expected somewhere the next day and would have "upstaged" the event.

The second was way too low.

 

[meowzers3276]

Speaking as someone doing fentanyl rn lol. It's not as perfect as people say. I've tried to do twice. I have a powder mixture. Unsure of the actually dosage / content per any given amount. All I know is the closer I get to nodding / blacking out the sicker I feel. This may be different for other people. And it may be different if I just did an extreme amount all at once. But I actually don't know how people enjoy getting high to the point of passing out. It's very uncomfortable to me. Extremely nauseousz, dizzy, hot and sweating. Extremely confusion. Overall you are very aware that something's wrong. Essentially that your brain is losing oxygen. The first time I passed out on it was probably more uncomfortable then my best attempts at partional suspension hanging.

But!! I should say that's my unique experience. I've had friend od that seemingly never felt anything. So idk.

Another time I accidentally overdose and woke up the next day I felt like I couldn't fully wake up for days. Like I was stuck partially shut down. It was scary.

i got close to od on street heroin and for me it was just forgetting to breathe for a long time, i would forget to breathe until i was gasping for air because my body would totally stop moving. i figured if i kept it up or did a little more, i would just stop breathing like i felt it start before and then die.

 

[Meh110]

This will be the method I use. Warm bath and fent.

 

[BradGuy123]

How does one acquire fent? I think the only way to get it would be a dealer on the streets and I have no idea where to go. I'm in a big city in the US so I'm sure it's somewhere but I don't know where.

 

[Meh110]

How does one acquire fent? I think the only way to get it would be a dealer on the streets and I have no idea where to go. I'm in a big city in the US so I'm sure it's somewhere but I don't know where.

I know where youre coming from. I didnt know this but apparently a lot of dealers sell it. Just have to put in some leg work I guess. Be careful though, i dont know exactly how much you have to have but getting caught with it is a big issue and can get you an intent to distribute charge if you have too much. Wear gloves when handling it, even the baggie.
I found my plug in jail and had no issues fortunately. Just another sign that im getting closer to the finish line.

 

[BradGuy123]

I know where youre coming from. I didnt know this but apparently a lot of dealers sell it. Just have to put in some leg work I guess. Be careful though, i dont know exactly how much you have to have but getting caught with it is a big issue and can get you an intent to distribute charge if you have too much. Wear gloves when handling it, even the baggie.
I found my plug in jail and had no issues fortunately. Just another sign that im getting closer to the finish line.

Yes. In my state "intent to distribute" has to do with how much you have. They don't have to prove intent or that you were trying to sell it. That carries with it serious prison time. Anyone who sees this post, be warned.