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endofdays
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- Mar 7, 2022
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I am desperately trying to find a way to ctb as I can now longer endure life. I fear I am going to have to use hanging but when I attempted this previously it was excruciatingly painful. I tried both partial and full suspension but didn't get anywhere. Does anyone know how to make it less painful? I fear I am doing it incorrectly or than it will not work even if I did a way to l endure the pain. My alternative is to use a ligature. I tried previously with a cable tie but could not quite get it tight enough. It was also very painful but was more about the laboured sound of my breathing. Can anyone suggest a way to take the final step with this or how it would work. I am desperate to go but do not want to fail. I am worried cable tie will leave me in vegetative state rather then let me go but is the method I have come closest to success with. Please help I desperately need to go.
I have no access to drugs to help this process. I considered N but don't think it is viable to. Obtain, I think it will get stopped at the border and there is no way to obtain SN here in the UK.
I have no access to drugs to help this process. I considered N but don't think it is viable to. Obtain, I think it will get stopped at the border and there is no way to obtain SN here in the UK.