Discussion Does anyone here have had better days?

[Kevin_theFrog]

If so, what were they like?

 

[faust]

Not recently, but yes, there were some good days in my life. Mania was doing them even better, at least they looked better. The things I do remember are the things I considered valuable during manic episode, that's why I do remember them. From realistic point of view this is just a day like any other.

 

[NomadicWolf382]

Actually waking up feeling refreshed and energetic, but that was over 21 years ago.

 

[KibblesNBits]

If so, what were they like?

Good days were when I had hope. Unfortunately, giving into false hope made me less vigilant than I should have been and now my problems have caught up to me.

 

[ItsAllTooLate]

During these days, I firmly believed that I would never be suicidal again. I thought it was an absurd idea. I wanted to improve myself. I looked forward to a lot.

 

[SpottedPanda]

I remember a day of being young enough to have the energy to do anything I was interested in, attractive enough to play the dating game and not feel like I was betraying a cause of some kind, and not jaded to the point where almost every pursuit seems pointless

 

[MorticiasHair]

If so, what were they like?

i think everyone has had them at least once in their life, that is why we feel so miserable, because we want to experience it again, as long as there is still a bit of hope. last time i had this feeling, when i thought i found the perfect job. to my bad luck this joy was not allowed to last. :( how about you? tell me...

 

[SSlostallhope]

I did. Before I got mentally unwell

 

[Polly]

Not me.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Sometimes I succeed at things and feel better. Problem is it's so short-lived and doesn't impact my overall mental state.

 

[Kevin_theFrog]

i think everyone has had them at least once in their life, that is why we feel so miserable, because we want to experience it again, as long as there is still a bit of hope. last time i had this feeling, when i thought i found the perfect job. to my bad luck this joy was not allowed to last. :( how about you? tell me...

I'm not rlly sure myself, I think it was when I found an occupation to study for that rlly fit me or was rlly excited about.... Now I'm not even sure if I'll make it and it freaks me out.... But how are u doing? Mind telling me how ur job worked out?

During these days, I firmly believed that I would never be suicidal again. I thought it was an absurd idea. I wanted to improve myself. I looked forward to a lot.

Same here actually. The beginning of the year started out great, which eventually ended up in being close to committing in quarantine.... Still wish I felt like that some days tho, I wouldn't have missed out at all tbh

 

[stillweary]

I was happy about 15 years ago. I feel like life is finally starting to ease up a bit, but at this point, it's too little, too late. I don't really care about anything anymore. Living the absolute, best-case-scenario life from here on out will never make up for the unnecessary BS I've had to endure thus far.

 

[david1991]

yeah i had better days won a load of money on stocks then blew it all now im back here and planning to hang myself lol.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

Eleven months ago when I first moved to this house. I thought a new neighborhood would make things better. In the beginning it was awesome. Then people started to talk shit about me and my mom and everything went dark again. Before that there were better days when I was a kid, or when I was a teen and conquered some small things like the biggest grade in school or some shit like that

 

[sourcreamonion]

During these days, I firmly believed that I would never be suicidal again. I thought it was an absurd idea. I wanted to improve myself. I looked forward to a lot.

Similar to me. I would change up so quick if everything seemed to be working out great one day, as if I had cured my depression all of a sudden. The next day it would all fall off.

 

[lostangel]

I probably have had them but I can't remember them. It's only the hard days I can remember.

 

[Bct]

It's in the past where I was financially stable, job was quite managable, & workmates were awesome. Sadly it went downhill.

 

[MorticiasHair]

I'm not rlly sure myself, I think it was when I found an occupation to study for that rlly fit me or was rlly excited about.... Now I'm not even sure if I'll make it and it freaks me out.... But how are u doing? Mind telling me how ur job worked out?

Same here actually. The beginning of the year started out great, which eventually ended up in being close to committing in quarantine.... Still wish I felt like that some days tho, I wouldn't have missed out at all tbh

I am unemployed and have little hope for better days. :/ how old are you if you don't mind me asking? btw i like your avatar ♡

 

[Kevin_theFrog]

I am unemployed and have little hope for better days. :/ how old are you if you don't mind me asking? btw i like your avatar ♡

Ah that's too bad getting a job anywhere too difficult nowadays, I'm also struggling with it

I'm 20 yrs old btw, and getting a job can already get hard once you're past 16 yrs old. The only job I got before then was delivering newspapers to homes. But that's basically overwork for very little pay so I got disinterested quickly and quit in no-time. I have been trying but unemployed untill then, and the only way I got hired was thru internships.

Anyway this is getting long haha, imma cut it short.

And thanks, i just like cool frogs
I love ur pfp too btw, she's a bad bitch

 

[Deleted member 19276]

I guess what I still keep having dream of at night - Those days have to be when my grandma was still alive.
At her part of the city, that's where I would spend most Summers chilling and hanging out with buddies that... Are no longer present in my life.
Now, the place is empty... From having a play ground like area with up to 30 kids playing, the whole place has turned more empty than the Nevada desert. :(