Does anyone feel that abuse makes life impossible and that suicide is the only way out?

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

My parents sucked, My family sucked. Today I wanted ot jump off a bridge and I didnt for a stupid reason. I just have this feeling stat death will bring a peace that I cannot get through years of therapy

 

[FatalSystemError591]

Yep, right now and what I have felt for the past year or so has been nothing but this.

 

[ERASED]

I feel the same way. No way to cope or deal, just an endless thought of none existence. Just want peace, and freedom.

 

[Buffy5120]

My parents sucked, My family sucked. Today I wanted ot jump off a bridge and I didnt for a stupid reason. I just have this feeling stat death will bring a peace that I cannot get through years of therapy

I just got punched in the face by my father so yeah

 

[OccydePoes]

I was abused physically and mentally by my "dad" from an early age until I was 12. For me it was reason enough to fight. That son of a bitch doesn't deserve my death. Hell no! It's not been easy, still isn't , I have multiple diagnosis I developed because of the abuse. But I'll never give him that satisfaction.

I learned through therapy to deal with a lot of things from the past.

Don't get me wrong, I get and respect your choices. And I'm so sorry you are a victim of your upbringing aswell. Big hug to you!

 

[Buffy5120]

Do u have c-ptsd?

 

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

Do u have c-ptsd?

Borderline Personality disorder

I was abused physically and mentally by my "dad" from an early age until I was 12. For me it was reason enough to fight. That son of a bitch doesn't deserve my death. Hell no! It's not been easy, still isn't , I have multiple diagnosis I developed because of the abuse. But I'll never give him that satisfaction.

I learned through therapy to deal with a lot of things from the past.

Don't get me wrong, I get and respect your choices. And I'm so sorry you are a victim of your upbringing aswell. Big hug to you!

Meh its fine really. My life is meaningless. If my death can bring forth revenge and change in my family so be it

 

[Weary Soul]

Yes, for me, I would say that I am at the point where ending myself is the only way out.