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bpd is ruining my life
- Aug 8, 2021
- 70
im a kinda sensitive person and life feels like its just tooo extreme, like really too extreme,..
sadly the bad feelings seem to be the strongest one i feel, i wish i did ctb during my puberty while stuff was manageable and not so messed up and painful like now.. i really hate this life.. why am i even still alive? i don't get it.. i wish i wasn't that anxious and obsessive about planing and decision making..
sadly the bad feelings seem to be the strongest one i feel, i wish i did ctb during my puberty while stuff was manageable and not so messed up and painful like now.. i really hate this life.. why am i even still alive? i don't get it.. i wish i wasn't that anxious and obsessive about planing and decision making..