suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
I never do :(
 
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Ko9

Ko9

Student
Jun 30, 2019
159
Me neither.
 
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Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
Same here no matter how much sleep I get witch is very rare thing.
 
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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
Never, always feel crap
 
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Numbtopain97

Numbtopain97

deader than dead
Aug 10, 2019
443
Same here
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
Sleep keeps me from going insane. I sleep if i feel like..things are going out of control or i am losing my cool.. The moment i wake up.. i have this calm feeling.
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
Never
 
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_NoName_

Member
Jul 5, 2019
26
I don't remember waking up feeling refreshed and energetic.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Never felt that for as long as I can remember
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
914
NO.
 
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,055
No. To be fair, I always stay up to at least midnight because I want to prolong the day. I don't want to wake up again.
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
914
I wake up at the witching hour, which I identify at 2:00-3:00... I take Zoloft and Xanax at that
time, then it's back to bed until, say, 9-10. The fact that I don't work doesn't mean I don't suffer —-I do. Being alone with all of this, without my wife (she died in December 2018)- is actually far more painful than pounding the pavement looking for work. I own a house and land in Belize but it mans nothing -i mean less than nothing. Negative zero, if you will.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
That would mean I would have to sleep.
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
Wait, you can wake up feeling rested? When did this become a thing?
 
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exhausted

exhausted

Experienced
Oct 22, 2019
253
Wait, you can wake up feeling rested? When did this become a thing?

Truer words were never spoken. Do other people have a spring in their step upon rising? I always feel like death warmed up :ahhha:
 
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Abaigh

Abaigh

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
Never
 
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TheEndof

TheEndof

It's getting dark and it's getting cold
Dec 31, 2019
146
What's that?
 
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Thereisnothing

Thereisnothing

Enlightened
Jan 4, 2020
1,604
Nah, I was 6 when last had proper nights sleep, I am 45 now...........live in hope but the odds seem very high stacked against me:zzz:
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Not anymore, no. It's just something about this illness. Last time I remember feeling rejuvenated from sleep was in 1993. Was on summer holidays in France. Felt energised, awake and actually looking forward to the day.
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
972
Haven't had that in years.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
Only under certain conditions.
The best sleep this month was after 22 seizures of varying calibers the day before.
 
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seho_j

seho_j

Member
Nov 12, 2018
68
Nope, waking up is always difficult :(
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
940
I woke up rested today before the alarm clock and it was really, really nice. Though it was dark outside and the bed still was so silky nice, I felt relaxed and fresh.
 
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Freedom Believer

Freedom Believer

Forever alone.
Dec 23, 2019
351
Nope. I'm always ready to go back to sleep. Maybe one day I can fall asleep and not wake up.
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
A very odd time but it does not last once reality slowly kicks in so does the feeling of crap
 
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Phill

Phill

Student
Dec 19, 2019
150
I can't remember the last time felt well rested. Maybe when I was a child.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
Occasionally. But it's rare, I can sleep for hours and hours but don't always wake up feeling like I've slept for that long. It's a mental tiredness as opposed to physical, and sleep doesn't work for that.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,706
Not really, and if I had, it was probably a very long, long time ago. Nowadays just waking up is quite a bit of effort and I still feel sleepy during the day, even if I got over 7 hours of sleep.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
I do but my anxiety kicks in pretty soon after I wake up and it doesn't feel very good.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,002
I really can't remember how that feels...
 
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