iftheworldwasending
My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoice.
- Sep 26, 2020
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i normally have a few days to a week where i'm doing pretty decent, and then i'll be struggling really bad again, but these past two weeks have been different.
this last week i was the happiest i've probably ever been in my life. i actually cried thinking about how suicidal i was and how seriously i planned my suicide. i thought i had finally made it to the good and happy part of my life, figured out the right vitamins, right medicine, etc. then yesterday, it got bad again. i'm so defeated because i have never been that elated or content in my life and i genuinely hoped it would stay that way. but now, i'm here back on this site.
does this happen to anyone else? has anyone else ever experienced this?
this last week i was the happiest i've probably ever been in my life. i actually cried thinking about how suicidal i was and how seriously i planned my suicide. i thought i had finally made it to the good and happy part of my life, figured out the right vitamins, right medicine, etc. then yesterday, it got bad again. i'm so defeated because i have never been that elated or content in my life and i genuinely hoped it would stay that way. but now, i'm here back on this site.
does this happen to anyone else? has anyone else ever experienced this?
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