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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

September 2nd 2026
Feb 8, 2026
85
I myself have a pet corn snake. Their one of the few things that makes me hesitate when I think of suicide. I'm curious if it's the same for any others on here
 
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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Neo Universe
Oct 16, 2025
322
i got 2 cats, both girls. they r very lovely. sadly only one likes to play as the other chooses when she feels like it.
 
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Tzrmd

Tzrmd

Member
Mar 6, 2026
10
i got 2 cats, both girls. they r very lovely. sadly only one likes to play as the other chooses when she feels like it.
Same here 2 black cats.

One of the only comforts i have after a long day at work 😊
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
286
I've got 2 cats I got free from a charity. Love them both so much
 
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americanoomad

americanoomad

bipolar II diva
Nov 30, 2025
12
I have a parrot, and we're relatively close (he doesn't really like other people)
 
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SpacingOut

SpacingOut

Member
Mar 2, 2026
14
I've got loads of family pets, honestly. My biggest anchor was always my dog, but she's quite old now.
 
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thelostautistic

Experienced
Jul 31, 2025
225
I have 2 cats and I love them so muchšŸ˜­ā¤ļø the thought of leaving them makes me feel so guiltyā˜¹ļø
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
153
I was so close to owning a Japanese Spitz (type of a dog) and I even already put down the deposit for it. I was gonna raise the puppy as my assistance dog and for it to also be my protective factor to hopefully stir away from acting on my SI. However, the breeder cancelled it last minute, leading to me feeling like I've lost everything at that time and attempting a rather impulsive suicide attempt. I do wonder still whether having the puppy would have prevented or at least discouraged me or made me rethink about my past attempts…
 
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vanillabug333

vanillabug333

I had a marvelous time ruining everything
Feb 10, 2026
35
I have a senior cat that's very attached to me :(
 
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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
161
This is my son, boy. I'm hoping if I CTB my partner will stay to care for him. He's only 6 and my partner and I are still young. IMG 7309
 
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aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

My Hachikō
Feb 14, 2026
273
Adopted her 6 years ago, helped me through so much including the death of my childhood dog. IMG 6839
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,203
My doggo shes weird but I love her to bits
Shes the good thing in this dark world 1000008164 1000001976
 
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Afterglow

Afterglow

if found, return to closest moss covered rock
Feb 22, 2025
351
I used to. I had three dogs, but over the last couple years they all passed from old age.

I understand what you mean though. When they were around, they gave me a doubt in my mind around taking my own life. Who would feed them, walk them, take care of them, etc.

It has always been my job in the family, no one else even acknowledges their existence.

There's something about being responsible for a life that depends on you.
 
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kitkatt

kitkatt

Possumpwincess
Feb 17, 2026
131
I have 3 cats 2 boys and 1 girl who thinks she's my mama. They'll be the only regret if I follow through. I hope I don't I hope I get out the depressive cycle soon and switch over to stay here thinking. But I've set up systems for them. I know my roommates will take care of them or at least find them good homes. I also won't leave my with them after I'm gone I I do go I've seen to many sad videos of pets being kept for quarantine afterward their owners passed.

I got them as anchors so I'd stay here and well I guess they are working I'm consumed but I'm with guilt at the same time because I wish I would've let somebody stable adopt and love them and I wouldn't have this extra worry. But I guess I also might not be here without them. I love them so much I cry looking at them :(
I just bought them the biggest cat tree it almost touches the ceiling and I'm only a little jealous they'd rather sleep on rather than next to me lol
 
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May16th

May16th

Member
Mar 5, 2026
13
a dog, but occasionally I feel that she would be happier without me. I don't think that my gloomy personality and lack of energy are any good for her. My parents' affection for animals is one of their only few good traits, so I'm confident they wouldn't abandon her.
 
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