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Backwood_tilt
UnEnlightened
- Dec 27, 2019
- 889
I have a great network of friends. My family is problematic at times but they are generally supportive. I am very close with a cousin who is similar to me in age and experiences. I have a very helpful therapist, a very helpful physician (dealing with physical health issues), and i will have access to psychiatrists if i need it.
In spite of all this, i am still actively planning (and trying) to CTB. It does make me feel slightly ungrateful when i hear of how alone others feel and what not. The worst thing that happened to me besides having an incurable life altering disease is losing my partner of three years, which has absolutely broken me. But i still feel others might be envious of my circumstances, and think my wanting to CTB is selfish or unjustifiable.
Is anyone else feeling similarly?
@BlueWidow posted a great meme along the lines of "it doesn't matter how many people surround me, so long as one person's absence is felt". That's exactly how i feel....
In spite of all this, i am still actively planning (and trying) to CTB. It does make me feel slightly ungrateful when i hear of how alone others feel and what not. The worst thing that happened to me besides having an incurable life altering disease is losing my partner of three years, which has absolutely broken me. But i still feel others might be envious of my circumstances, and think my wanting to CTB is selfish or unjustifiable.
Is anyone else feeling similarly?
@BlueWidow posted a great meme along the lines of "it doesn't matter how many people surround me, so long as one person's absence is felt". That's exactly how i feel....