Does anyone else just simply not care about what happens after?

[catwalk]

I see a lot of people being scared about the aftermath of their death, but I myself just not care at all. I'll be dead and nothing will matter to me or am I just a selfish person?

 

[Subhuman]

I worried about it a lot for some time, now I don't care any more. Even if I end up suffering even more after I die, I'll just take it. I've exhausted all my options in this lifetime, I simply have no choice. Whatever happens happens, I'm too tired to care

 

[Alchemist]

Nothing wrong with being selfish. Whatever happens after one's death is not their concern.

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

I see a lot of people being scared about the aftermath of their death, but I myself just not care at all. I'll be dead and nothing will matter to me or am I just a selfish person?

Used to worry about hurting people, but as it progressed I suddenly couldn't come up with anyone who I'm not a burden to anymore, so that went away.

 

[Seven]

I dont care anymore, I do not see the future for myself. The light is gone, completely faded. I can't even think of other people I can't even think of myself. The only thing I can think of is dying and creating that is all. The world looks bleaker each day, it gets grayer and grayer, soon it will be eternal black. I am looking forward to the die of resting forever.

 

[Soul]

I'm not sure I understand the question. By "aftermath" do you mean what problems or emotions other people might have, or do you mean what happens to *us* in an afterlife scenario?

 

[DreamCatcher]

Personally I think it's a hurdle people have to "get over" before they can CTB, with each excuse or reason not to is something you need to resolve for yourself before you can move on. It's not the only one, but I think it shows you're getting closer if things that used to be an excuse aren't anymore.

 

[not_a_robot]

I'm not sure I understand the question. By "aftermath" do you mean what problems or emotions other people might have, or do you mean what happens to *us* in an afterlife scenario?

I don't care about either one!

 

[Soul]

I don't care about either one!

Hm. I'm a lot more curious about the afterlife scenario than I am about how sorry all those rat bastids will be, but is curiosity the same as caring?

 

[JoeFailure]

I care a lot. I want to hopefully go somewhere nice and see family and friends and everyone again. And hopefully a place where people's mental and physical illnesses and ailments will be lifted.

And a place where hopefully money, the bane of my existence, will not be a thing.

 

[AnnaJaspers]

I care very much about leaving things as tidy as possible--my finances, apartment, etc to lessen the work for my executor.

As far as an afterlife, I am completely convinced that there is no afterlife, so I have no concerns about a hereafter and I eagerly look forward to oblivion. I am slightly worried about the dying process itself, but there is nothing I can do except hope for the best.

 

[Dreamcolleger]

It never crossed my mind at first because there's almost nobody really. Anyone that means anything to me can handle it and I'm sure they would do the same. Most of the people that should mean something to me haven't been there for me, and there have been a lot of times they could have been to stop me ever getting this way. The only people I would care about it having any impact on are hardly in my life.

 

[200_ponies]

Yeah, I'm sort of in the same boat.

I think about how I'd miss my family and friends or my pets and hobbies, but in the end I really wouldn't. I'll just be gone with no regrets or memories or pain.

It makes me both sad and relieved to think about.

 

[Darkhaven]

I care about what will be done with my body.
All the rest is completely irrelevant to me.
The only family member whom i confided about my suicidal thoughts told me the old pro life argument "oh that's no solution, because by doing that you will be causing pain and grief for everyone around you". But what about MY PAIN? Should i continue alive just to keep my family happy, while i'm suffering? Hell no.

 

[k75]

I care very much about leaving things as tidy as possible--my finances, apartment, etc to lessen the work for my executor.

This is what is important to me. And it's pretty much the only thing keeping me here right now. I've accepted that I'm going to hurt several people very, very much, so the least I can do is make is make everything else as easy as possible. I'm not trying to punish anyone, and I think it would be cruel if they had to clean up my messes on top of everything else I'm going to inflict on them.

There's a part of me that is stalling, but I really just want to get it over with.

 

[Bitch With An Apple]

Used to not care at all, but now it's a big concern.

 

[Empty Smile]

I never cared from the beginning. I also don't care about what aftermath I leave behind... Fuck my bills and everything else, someone else can pay that shit off.

 

[MG_39]

I don't believe in an afterlife, whatever happens it's going to happen soon for everyone alive. IF there are something good waiting on the other side, like a heaven or something, I think I would be welcome there since I'm a good person. But I highly doubt death resulting in anything other than eternal sleep.

What I do care about is the pain i'm leaving behind here on earth, and also the fact that ctb can fail and I'm stuck here as a sad drooling carrot for decades. :(

 

[262653]

I can withstand anything, you too.
Oh, you're talking about what others would think and feel... well, they can take anything too. Pain and suffering isn't meant to kill but control. They will be just as fine as ever.

Hahaha! I don't even care about what happens now. Neglecting basic needs. Food, sleep, hygiene. I don't even read comments. I don't know what am I doing here. Why are you here? Are you getting emotional high from visiting this place and interacting with others/ Who do I even ask. Why would someone answer?
The bright side of ignore --- you are free to write whatever you want. Within sensible limits. The Like button looks like its thumb is massing the head of the dick, the dickhead, there has to be the better word for it. Hug looks like two bonobos engaging in a fuckery, fucksmanship, fucktory, fuckage... You can see reflections of a dick in the eyes of Love face, I can almost feel his anticipation. I think it's unfair so many women have vaginas... why derogatory organs can't be split more evenly? So unfair.

 

[HGL91]

I'm not worried because there is no time but the present and eventually, the future will become the present, and eventually death will be unavoidable. What should it matter that it's sooner rather than later? The destination is the same.

 

[Dawn0071111]

When I am in that place I said:
"I would rather trade temporary hell for a permanent one.." I can't believe I lived through the pain of Narcisistic Trauma...... But when I said that and tried to kill myself in January, a lake of fire would have been relief.

 

[a_strange_day]

I dont care because I have no family left, but since I've always been very independant and a total control freak I'm gonna put my things in order before, my appartement will be emptied and cleaned, bills paid, all services tel/web etc terminated, laptop/phone destroyed, and the money I have left will be given to someone of my choice

about the afterlife I hope there is nothing, I'm pretty sure that's the case but I've been wrong so often....anyway if against all odds there was something could you please give it to someone else and leave me alone please. thank you

 

[Saga]

i dont care what happens when im gone...ive been through a lot to even care...all of my focus is to just end it all,besides no one listened I think everyone will find a relief when Im gone...They never cared so why should I?this is my decision,

 

[Pan]

I see a lot of people being scared about the aftermath of their death, but I myself just not care at all. I'll be dead and nothing will matter to me or am I just a selfish person?

You are not being selfish, you are simply being sane.

 

[Moon Flower]

I see a lot of people being scared about the aftermath of their death, but I myself just not care at all. I'll be dead and nothing will matter to me or am I just a selfish person?

I definitely agree with you. I'll worry about it when I'm dead, and if I'm not worrying about it when I'm dead I guess I didn't have to.