
vkore
Member
- Feb 27, 2023
- 19
i've been depressed since 12. i'm turning 22 this year. i always had a vivid imagination and a lot of trouble trying to interact with others. in 2020 i felt so alone, i started imagining a friend for me. she is similar to me, but looks a bit like a drawn character (kind of anime-like, but not the oversexualized type) i made her up to comfort me and talk to. i've always talked to myself and for years now, i can always talk to her as well. i know she's not real. but i have no one else. i can almost feel her spirit, because she's been with me for so long now. at least she'll never abandon me. and she's the only one who would accept me. and she'll go with me when i leave this earth. that thought feels comforting.