sserafim
brighter than the sun, that’s just me
- Sep 13, 2023
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It's like I have to be constantly stimulated otherwise I'll get bored. I guess I'm always searching for that dopamine rushI am rarely bored with all this technology but even as a kid I always invented ways to entertain myself when I had to be alone and without it.
Well, I don't think that is uncommon. But maybe your sources of entertainment are not sufficient 'rush' if you feel bored often.It's like I have to be constantly stimulated otherwise I'll get bored. I guess I'm always searching for that dopamine rush
Yeah I'm a native English speaker, English is my first language. I guess it's hard for me to describe my emotions or know what I'm feelingthank you though. i find some of your posts worth replying to. well that probably sounded weird but take it as you like :)
this has been bugging me though. you have a firm grasp of the english language yet you posted whether or not anger and hate were the same. is that because of your condition?
Idk if I'm bored because of ADHD or depression. I'm chronically online to satisfy my boredom, but it isn't enough. I still feel empty insideI'm always bored because there isn't anything that interests me. Not music, not games, not movies, not.. anything really. Nothing makes me feel joy or happiness. I never wanted to live to begin with and there's nothing in life that I ever wanted. I just wish to be dead
I'm chronically online too and it doesn't make me feel anything either. I'm just here to escape thinking about the real world. I didn't think I could be addicted to anything but here I am perpetually online on this site. Death truly is perfect for me as non existent people don't have to worry about things like this as they can't be bored to begin withIdk if I'm bored because of ADHD or depression. I'm chronically online to satisfy my boredom, but it isn't enough. I still feel empty inside
I'm really sorry mate.If I'm not doing my once to twice per week gaming session with the people I know on discord I'm bored. Even when I'm watching Youtube or gaming I'm bored. Everything feels boring. I miss the days when I could not feel bored and had things to enjoy. It got a bit better when I had a full time job since it made my me time more valuable but it only lasted a month. I like sleeping a lot because time passes by more quickly.