Does anyone else feel mentally unstable?

[lonerclown666]

I cant even act like an human being i dont like to go outside i just hate humanity that much i feel nothing but anger sadness and pain i want to do nothing but die

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

I frequently go outside and the only thing you're missing out on is pain, if I have your situation remember-guessed correctly.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm exactly like you when my bipolar disorder is on its DOWNS MODE.

 

[russlinjimmies]

I don't want to, but all I feel is disgust outside of my apartment. I fluctuate between hatred of the human race ,because I can't stand their actions, and intense sorrow for the human condition, because I feel we are born into the world without our permission and have so little control of so many things and wish it wasn't so. Either way I can't handle it and now that I am only getting worse. I hate it and try to suppress the thoughts but it's too much to take some times.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

Oh definitely, a small problem to a normal person is a massive problem for me, I have no filter and become consumed by anxiety.

 

[AE2021]

Same here especially when my depression has the better of me. If I do go out I have to keep a wide berth between me and other people.

 

[Mistake of Nature]

Yes, I'm very unstable. I keep searching for a crutch that would provide me with balance, even though I know there's nothing that could help me. Being around others fills me with revulsion, but my thoughts eat me alive when I'm alone. I'm no longer a functional person – I'm just a jumbled mess of anxiety, fear, self-hate, and depression.

I don't want to, but all I feel is disgust outside of my apartment. I fluctuate between hatred of the human race ,because I can't stand their actions, and intense sorrow for the human condition, because I feel we are born into the world without our permission and have so little control of so many things and wish it wasn't so. Either way I can't handle it and now that I am only getting worse. I hate it and try to suppress the thoughts but it's too much to take some times.

Same. There are moments when I'd gladly and without hesitation press a button to end humanity and all life in the universe if that were an option, and there are other times when I weep over the immense suffering that existence entails for all of us. I've never been able to make sense of this world, but now I'm losing my grasp on my own thoughts, beliefs, and feelings.

 

[BandAddict]

Sometimes. And being able to behave "normally" around people who probably could never guess that I am the way I am makes me feel even more so. I snap easily. It doesn't matter how small it is, real or sometimes imagined, even. Always anticipating losing my shit at any time.

 

[blue_muse]

No, as much as several so-called friends and family would like me to think I am unstable.

 

[charlotte greentea]

I am absolutely mentally unstable but I'm very good at pretending I'm normal most of the time

 

[bad luck]

I, but since I have a normal speech, then nothing, if I spoke everything that goes through my head I would be locked up in a madhouse

 

[SweetDreams500]

i dont go outside either

 

[Moose.000]

Same here. My time spent around humans is torturous at this point in my life. I basically have to take an unhealthy amount of kratom and chew tobacco all day to be somewhat personable. I clock watch constantly, waiting for my opportunity to breakaway and get back to isolation. It's a very difficult lifestyle. Every day is a challenge.

 

[lonerclown666]

Bullyng can truly destroy a person the reason why im become like this is because i got bullied all my life the bullies live a good life while i become suicidal that cant i even go outside life is not fair

 

[yive]

I cant even act like an human being i dont like to go outside i just hate humanity that much i feel nothing but anger sadness and pain i want to do nothing but die

i'm in the same situation, @lonerclown666...

 

[bloomingdark]

Same, trying to destroy myself completely by having the most intense suicidal thoughts i ever had, erratic movements and panic attacks on the middle of the street

 

[Some1's_Wasted_Fetus]

I avoid going out whenever I can because I can't stand to interact with the NPCs outside. It's too draining. My loneliness and isolation are also driving me insane so I've created a paradox for myself

 

[Aeathelina]

The only time I've ever felt safe to be the real me was when I was in a mental facility.

 

[Tabbyql]

I can always feel when Im becoming too unstable, I'm gonna lose it any day

Bullyng can truly destroy a person the reason why im become like this is because i got bullied all my life the bullies live a good life while i become suicidal that cant i even go outside life is not fair

Same with me, they are literally travelling, having fun, smiling And whille it's tempting to confront them and tell them how much they messed me up, I know they would deny wat they did or even worse they have forgotten. I'm sorry you have bin through that. Noone deserves it.

 

[noname223]

I am very unstable. Stress can make me very ill. I was bullied too and abused. Life is terribly unfair.

 

[nolongerhuman]

I'm sorry you're having a hard time. I can understand what it's like to feel mentally unstable. I do go outside and do all of the things that my family and society expect from me but I feel this terrible sense of dread while doing it. Every time I cry in public I feel like an embarassment.