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Beachedwhale
Mage
- Mar 3, 2021
- 526
There are still things I'm trying to do to be able to fix my health and my life, but I honestly feel like I am on a train to death. Over time I am slowly feeling worse and closer to death. I am struggling to put effort to fix myself, and I am trying...but the train chugs along nonetheless.
I am dreading the end of lockdown and the inevitable explosion of people enjoying themselves while I am left out.
I need to fix my health, but...I just feel like I am on this train and I can't really get off until my problems are fully sorted, and I can't wait months or years for more repeated failures, just like the past decade of stagnation and failure.
I am dreading the end of lockdown and the inevitable explosion of people enjoying themselves while I am left out.
I need to fix my health, but...I just feel like I am on this train and I can't really get off until my problems are fully sorted, and I can't wait months or years for more repeated failures, just like the past decade of stagnation and failure.
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