Discussion Does anyone else feel like the universe is out to get them?

[Nihilistnow]

It feels like no matter what I do or how hard I try, everyone in my life just seems to step all over me and treat me like shit. I'm kind to people, I make them laugh, I go out of my way to do favors for them, but somehow, it always gets fucked up. I'm constantly screwed over and treated like shit by those around me, and I know I'm not at fault. It feels like all human beings are evil at this point. I can't tell if I'm just cursed with bad luck or something.

 

[ningaman151]

Yes. I believed that the universe was telling me to commit suicide. I even believed it would try to kill me if I didn't commit suicide. I believed that next time I stepped foot on a plane that would be my death, as it would be my punishment for not committing suicide.

 

[bigj75]

Same. Makes me think that it's all random luck. Some people suffer too much and some not at all. in general I agree humans lean more towards towards evil than good.

 

[bigj75]

Yes. I believed that the universe was telling me to commit suicide. I even believed it would try to kill me if I didn't commit suicide. I believed that next time I stepped foot on a plane that would be my death, as it would be my punishment for not committing suicide.

I think thats natural selection.

 

[Nihilistnow]

Same. Makes me think that it's all random luck. Some people suffer too much and some not at all. in general I agree humans lean more towards towards evil than good.

Glad to know someone feels the same exact way as me. I don't hate people who don't have to put up with all this bullshit, but I definitely wish I could trade places with them.

 

[ningaman151]

Same. Makes me think that it's all random luck. Some people suffer too much and some not at all. in general I agree humans lean more towards towards evil than good.

There is no such thing as evil and good. These are human concepts, and do not exist beyond the human brain.

 

[ningaman151]

I think thats natural selection.

Natural selection is completely different. This is just delusion.

 

[Nihilistnow]

There is no such thing as evil and good. These are human concepts, and do not exist beyond the human brain.

I don't know. Just because they're human concepts doesn't mean they don't exist.

 

[ningaman151]

I don't know. Just because they're human concepts doesn't mean they don't exist.

That makes no sense. So far what we know if that the universe is just a bunch of particles and energy. Where is the good and evil in that. Also good and evil are subjective. You need a human to decide what is good and what is evil.

 

[throwaway123]

I hate it when people use the word "universe" as a synonym for God.

 

[Nihilistnow]

That makes no sense. So far what we know if that the universe is just a bunch of particles and energy. Where is the good and evil in that. Also good and evil are subjective. You need a human to decide what is good and what is evil.

I could argue this but it's totally irrelevant to the point of this thread so I'm not going to.

 

[Nihilistnow]

I hate it when people use the word "universe" as a synonym for God.

I'm not religious, I wasn't talking about God.

 

[bigj75]

There is no such thing as evil and good. These are human concepts, and do not exist beyond the human brain.

in nature I agree but humans are the only creature on earth that lies and is deliberately deceitful and is fully aware of it. Humans cause unnecessary pain and suffering on each other just because they enjoy it. That is evil. So just because good and evil is a human concept doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

 

[throwaway123]

I'm not religious, I wasn't talking about God.

Sure.

 

[Iscrewupeverything]

Yes. I believed that the universe was telling me to commit suicide. I even believed it would try to kill me if I didn't commit suicide. I believed that next time I stepped foot on a plane that would be my death, as it would be my punishment for not committing suicide.

Dude, that would be the universe doing you a favor. Death is far better than a life of suffering.

Spirituality and the like is mumbo jumbo, however.

 

[Nihilistnow]

Sure.

Why are you being an asshole for no reason? I told you I wasn't religious, I wasn't talking abiut God.

 

[ningaman151]

Dude, that would be the universe doing you a favor. Death is far better than a life of suffering.

Well I have no means of suicide, so I'm left in a very frustrating situation.

 

[Iscrewupeverything]

Well I have no means of suicide, so I'm left in a very frustrating situation.

You don't have the money, or you don't have a coherent plan?

 

[throwaway123]

Why are you being an asshole for no reason? I told you I wasn't religious, I wasn't talking abiut God.

Drama starts where logic ends.

 

[ningaman151]

You don't have the money, or you don't have a coherent plan?

I have money, but I currently don't have access to any decent method like nembutal or firearm.

 

[Iscrewupeverything]

I have money, but I currently don't have access to any decent method like nembutal or firearm.

Save up and buy N and a strong benzo to eliminate the fear response. Go for the gold standard.

We didn't choose to be born.

 

[ningaman151]

Save up and buy N and a strong benzo to eliminate the fear response. Go for the gold standard.

We didn't choose to be born.

I have the money, where do I get nembutal from? All the dealers I've come across so far have horror stories. What do you mean by gold standard?

 

[Iscrewupeverything]

I have the money, where do I get nembutal from? All the dealers I've come across so far have horror stories. What do you mean by gold standard?

What do you think it means?

All it takes is some simple research.

 

[Hunter]

Yes. I believed that the universe was telling me to commit suicide. I even believed it would try to kill me if I didn't commit suicide. I believed that next time I stepped foot on a plane that would be my death, as it would be my punishment for not committing suicide.

Yes, I feel this. Everything I tried to fix my issues only got worse. My life went to shit in one felt swoop, with zero chance at improvement. Sucks but I'm just sinking so low, I'm barely living a human life now. I also feel like it's my duty to leave.

 

[Wantingpeace]

Oooohhhh yes. Rare lobotomy reaction to Prozac. Felt my brain was poisoned. Had second environmental poisoning 2 years later. My brain now reacts to all every day chemicals like it is an emergency. Feels like everything is trying to torture me without actually killing me. I took this drug to "help". It left me unlivable way.

 

[Shay]

The universe is definitely out to get me. Everything went wrong and looking back there were so many chances to be right. It seems like it may have been my time. Maybe I've done all that I can do in this world and now it's time to enter another life

 

[ningaman151]

The universe is definitely out to get me. Everything went wrong and looking back there were so many chances to be right. It seems like it may have been my time. Maybe I've done all that I can do in this world and now it's time to enter another life

Although it might feel that way, it isnt the case. But I feel the same.

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

Anyone in this thread ever repeatedly see 1111 everyday? Felt like the universe was trying to tell me something