Wolff603
Uncertainty đź’
- Feb 22, 2026
- 33
Got MDD around May, I feel like ive recovered and am even fine from time to time, but its as if im a new person in a way with just how everything is dealt with and how I think, its like im in a perpetual state of a mild mental illness that still interferes with how i interact with ppl sometimes and its genuinely eating away at me. Almost everyday everything goes numb and i feel horrendous and everything feels horrendous and i start self sabotaging and hating on myself for no reason.
Its like a neverending loop and it js keeps getting worse, Im scared it spirals into relapse or even worse trying to ctb again
anyboyd have ANY way to fix this its like a post recovery thing or idek
Its like a neverending loop and it js keeps getting worse, Im scared it spirals into relapse or even worse trying to ctb again
anyboyd have ANY way to fix this its like a post recovery thing or idek
