Discussion Does anybody else feels like nothing about life makes sense anymore?

[deadzombie6]

Nothing makes sense literally everything is made up and nothing matters in life . I find everything to be made up , the routine to follow in life , to study , to get a job , to get married , to have kids and then eventually die . Religion feels made up too like I don't understand why I'm supposed to follow made up rules when I don't want to . I'm beyond exhausted to follow these things . When I accomplish something i don't feel happy because someone else is always doing better than me it's not just good enough nothing I do is good enough for people or society in a whole . I'm tired i just wanna be free and happy is that too much to ask for ? Life feels like a dream I don't even feel real . Nothing makes sense they say I gotta be something I gotta do something why is everything so stressful ? Why the fuck does everyone leave they blame the time , they blame me , they blame the situation just why the fuck can't people stay for once . I'm exhausted I don't wanna function in society anymore but the loneliness makes me wanna change myself . Nothing makes sense anymore

 

[Forever Sleep]

I suppose people suggest these things- career, marriage, making a home, having kids, having hobbies/ interests because some people do find fulfilment in them. It's not like all of them are compulsory but I suppose the hope is that we'll have in interest in at least one of them.

A job (sadly) is almost inevitable unless you have loved ones who are willing (and able) to support you. I suppose the focus on getting a career is in the hopes a person will be interested in and partly enjoy the amount of time they will have to spend at work.

Sadly, the way I see it is- we're kind of stuck playing to other people's rules. If we can't realistically get out (suicide,) I suppose it makes a sort of sense to try and make the best out of a bad situation. I think so much of it is trying to opt for the lesser of the evils. Unfortunately though, even they can be massively unpleasant.

I do agree though. I see life as something that can suit certain people. I've not really been an entirely willing participant for several decades now but, focusing on a career was a good coping mechanism for quite a while. As to why we should feel obliged to simply put up with coping with life rather than enjoy it. I guess that's down to the individual. Lots of things hold us back from actually CTB. Fear of failing an attempt, guilt about hurting loved ones.

It's like- I agree in that- my (unwanted) life seems pretty ridiculous to carry on with. Still, the reasons I do carry on make sense. I don't want my suicide to hurt my Dad.

So do the reasons I'm trying to ensure it at least doesn't get any worse. Because that would feel even worse. So, I kind of comply to a handful of 'necessary' life things to avoid being destitute and homeless.

 

[Gangrel]

People work to survive and afford to exist. Your existence costs money; you have to pay to exist. Well i am tired of fucking paying.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

People are very sensitive to life because it benefits both their egos and believing it is a beautiful thing to exist, and why they feel the need to equally approach that for others, who they haven't met or known because it's the concepts of life that people live by since modernization and why it's sadly hard to equally leave this world, because they place a lot of importance on human structure than human rights, that money wasn't the foundation of society but trading and how much you had before they made it into liquid assets of wealth for people to distinguish one's high importance and their status than their education, as everyone had free access to education when it was just beginning, but everyone hadn't had the ability to meet those criteria's because the aspect of education was new and you'd still had to walk on, so people in this dumb world had always made things accessible to having selected choices of ideas in their face and took those accessibilities for people to dream on it after it became more commercial to capitalize on it once things became bigger, because it held the standards in this world for what normal was, and that's the most evil thing you can supposedly imagine to, as well.

 

[deadzombie6]

People work to survive and afford to exist. Your existence costs money; you have to pay to exist. Well i am tired of fucking paying.

For me having a job isn't even the big deal that is if i find a job in a country where even the smartest minds are unemploymed cuz there's literally no jobs left around and inflation is so high it sucks being in a third world country

 

[Hollowman]

It's all nonsense, I wish my parents would've used birth control.