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Do you want death for Itself or to escape the life you have ?

  • I want death for itself.

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GuppyBoyo

GuppyBoyo

Member
Mar 6, 2025
55
Do you want death for its own sake or is it because you want your life to be different than what it currently is ?
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,189
I don't want anything to do with evil life or this evil world

my Death asap would be ideal.

1 second after my brain dies i will cease to exist for all time. That means all of my problems solved instantly and forever, never any pain or suffering, no bad memories

Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering extremely . eternal non-existence is the only safety from pain or suffering so bad it's a trillion times worse than you can imagine.

Non-existence foreever is the only thing in which there is zero chance of pain suffering problems bad memories . Thus eternal non-existence is the only perfection

even if i didn't have any problems why wouldn't i want absolute perfection permanent non-existence vs being an always hungry fragile small animal whose brain can suffer unending constant unbearable pain.

why wouldn't i want what is best ?

i want what is best to me asap eternal non-existence the ultimate bliss
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,161
Kind of tricky to answer. I want to end my life- yes. Not because I would want a different life though. I simply want no life. I'm not choosing death because it is massively appealing. It's just that it happens to be the way out. A bit like a lion standing in front of the door in a room that's on fire. I'll likely end up risking the lion because the fire scares me even more.
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
I don't want the life I have. I like the concept of living but like everything else, I messed it up.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,557
I personally wish to cease existing as I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way possible and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence and to me existing really does feel like only suffering, I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from the torturous abomination of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, for me non-existence really is always preferable and is the only relief for me, I only see non-existence as desirable, it's all I personally see as positive but of course I wish I never suffered at all, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence.
 
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Ijustcantanymore

Ijustcantanymore

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Nov 22, 2024
48
Both.

But also because humans are awful and I would rather be dead than live amongst them anymore.
 
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Foolishness

Foolishness

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Mar 29, 2025
35
Do you want death for its own sake or is it because you want your life to be different than what it currently is ?
I've been interested in suicide as a philosophical concept for years, but after developing chronic illnesses, I've became more committed to the idea.
 
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zulu123

Member
Aug 8, 2024
32
Escaping life and this world. I don't want to grow old
 
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bubblecat

Member
Nov 11, 2024
9
It's complicated. I'd rather avoid death, but even more want to avoid needless suffering. With my disabilities and the crazy way things are going in my country, I feel pretty hopeless about the future. I'm trying to stick it out for as long as possible. And I have a special needs 18 year old cat that's somewhat complicated to take care of that I've had since she was born that brings me a lot anguish to disappear on and leave with someone else.
 
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I'm a clown

I'm a clown

New Member
Feb 2, 2022
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Do you want death for its own sake or is it because you want your life to be different than what it currently is ?
No. Currently I'm pretty satisfied with my life but due to past circumstanced I feel this is something I have long overdue and should do as my future doesn't seem too bright either.
What about you OP?
 
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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Student
Mar 2, 2024
163
Do you want death for its own sake or is it because you want your life to be different than what it currently is ?
Yes, my life become senseless and I see I hurt others and myself
 
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GuppyBoyo

GuppyBoyo

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Mar 6, 2025
55
No. Currently I'm pretty satisfied with my life but due to past circumstanced I feel this is something I have long overdue and should do as my future doesn't seem too bright either.
What about you OP?
i honestly want non-existence for it's own sake, i'd rather not be a living experience being
 
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Andrew10

Andrew10

Member
May 6, 2023
74
I accidentally voted lol, anyways I want death itself*

I hate my life and I hate how this world works, I don't want another life in this nonense retarded world even if it's better, no matter how good or bad my life goes, my perspective about how this miserable existence works doesn't change and I only aspire to catch my bus
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

Student
Aug 23, 2024
142
I think my depressive states are long enough that I could never have a life I'd find worth living, even if I could hypothetically picture one, which I can't, at the moment
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,198
I consider death to be better than suffering after a big failure in life. However, things calmed down for now but should my situation become worse in the future death is definitely an option to save myself from more suffering.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,400
I want death for itself. Even if I could have the most ideal life, there would still be problems with life itself. I am so tired of feeling pain that I don't want to deal with it anymore but life will always have that to some degree. I just want non-existence as there I can't regret or have any desires or put effort into anything or suffer meaning there are no problems which for me is perfection. The only reason for me to live is to provide what I can to others and lessen others suffering, not for myself.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,491
I just don't want to exist. That is all
 
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Thomas599

Member
Jan 9, 2025
32
I believe that I have made the best of what I was given so I am not dissatisfied. Could me life have been better, of course, do I regret the life I had? No. I DO regret some things that I have done in my life, people whom I have hurt but I have asked forgiveness and I have tried to forgive myself. Not sure what more I can do.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Absurdity is reality.
Feb 28, 2023
1,314
There isn't another human on this planet who I would choose to be over taking death. However, there may be life in another universe or reality that is more desirable.
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
368
I shouldn't be here. I'm a mistake that needs to be "corrected." I wish for death itself, and to abandon this empty and meaningless life that I have.
 
ChaiTea

ChaiTea

Member
Apr 17, 2023
57
i just don't want to keep hurting people. i'm a terrible person, and i promise i do feel guilty about it. but im tired of being what i am. there's just something in me i can't stand
 
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cosmic-realism

Student
Sep 7, 2024
103
Narc male parent is always ready to destroy my life,more than it already has.No point of living like a slave.
 

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