Discussion Do you think the longer you leave ctb the less it will mean to people?

[Gromit-CTB]

Do you think the longer you leave ctb the less it will mean to people?

 

[KleinerWolf]

Yes. I think the longer I postpone my ctb the less impact it has on my family.
However that's not my major concern.

I'm selfish and I live/die for myself.

 

[ecmnesia]

I am not sure honestly. it feels like it's just an excuse i make up for myself, whenever i think like this.

not saying that this is your case. but i constantly perceive that i am postponing ctb based on the illusion that will hurt them less. when in fact, it will fuck them either way.

 

[Nimbus]

Can you clarify what you mean by "mean to people"? Do you mean how much your death will adversely impact people? Or how much your death will affect them? Or how "significant" your death will be to them?

 

[Konjac]

Yes. The longer I stick around, the more time people have to see that I'm a shit excuse of a person. If I'd have CTB'd this time last year, my funeral would probably be packed. Now I'd be lucky to have my own family show up...

 

[Ghost2211]

Absolutely for sure the longer I wait the better it is them.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Can you clarify what you mean by "mean to people"? Do you mean how much your death will adversely impact people? Or how much your death will affect them? Or how "significant" your death will be to them?

It was looking at people in your life now.

 

[ghostspace]

Yes. The longer I stick around, the more time people have to see that I'm a shit excuse of a person. If I'd have CTB'd this time last year, my funeral would probably be packed. Now I'd be lucky to have my own family show up...

ouch. that hit too close to home for me. i'm sorry, it's an awful feeling.