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I don't have to check if anything is permanent nor do anything. I'm going to die anyway as every human will no matter what happens. I want to do my suicide. Anybody should have the choice to do what they want as long as it doesn't affect other people. I could kill myself today or next week I could get a stroke and die and either way wouldn't make a difference to anybody here or anywhere.Yes. In many cases CTBing is a final act for what is a transient problem. As far as I am concerned my issues aren't transient in fact I expect things to get worse far worse. That said I owe it to myself to double, triple, quadruple check that my issues are permanent not transient. I'm not sure when you have done enough checking. You only get one life. Don't CTB over a transient problem. Make sure it is permanent.... hope this made sense.
I don't think I said for anyone to do or not do anything. As I have said multiple times here I just hope people find peace. I gave my view. If you CTB and the next day the world had planned for you to have the best day ever. A day you couldn't stop smiling because it was oh so damn good. That would be a sad thing to miss. If the rest of your life would be charmed.... I would find that sad. I am a Christian I believe I will go to heaven. I fear two things. 1) If I try to CTB and instead I incur a devastating injury and I am as a result paralyzed and etc... 2) When I get to heaven my punishment for CTBing is simply sitting while I see how my life would've unfolded if I hadn't CTB. If it is how I feel it will be I'd be fine with it. But what happens if it isn't. What happens if you were just turning the corner and the rest of your life was supposed to be charmed. You just had to white knuckle it a little more. That is why I said last resort and why I would to make sure I have dotted my i's and crossed my T's.I don't have to check nor do anything. I'm going to die anyway as every human will no matter what happens. I want to do my suicide. Anybody should have the choice to do what the want as long as it doesn't affect other people. I could kill myself today or next week I could get a stroke and die and either way wouldn't make as difference to anybody here or anywhere
100%I think that people should be free to commit suicide as they should have freedom over their life, but suicide should be if your problems aren't resolvable and your life doesn't get better. It should be planned out rather than an impulsive decision. It's a big chance with a risk of failure and permanent damage. You could end up brain damaged or paralyzed, and be even worse off than you were before your attempt. That is the main thing preventing me from ctb. I don't see a future for myself nor do I want one, but the fear and consequences of failure are keeping me here trapped in this life and existence.
I don't know about other humans. And I don't care what they doI don't think I said for anyone to do or not do anything. As I have said multiple times here I just hope people find peace. I gave my view. If you CTB and the next day the world had planned for you to have the best day ever. A day you couldn't stop smiling because it was oh so damn good. That would be a sad thing to miss. If the rest of your life would be charmed.... I would find that sad. I am a Christian I believe I will go to heaven. I fear two things. 1) If I try to CTB and instead I incur a devastating injury and I am as a result paralyzed and etc... 2) When I get to heaven my punishment for CTBing is simply sitting while I see how my life would've unfolded if I hadn't CTB. If it is how I feel it will be I'd be fine with it. But what happens if it isn't. What happens if you were just turning the corner and the rest of your life was supposed to be charmed. You just had to white knuckle it a little more. That is why I said last resort and why I would to make sure I have dotted my i's and crossed my T's.
The last thing I'm going to do on this site is to tell people what to do. I'm only going to say the way I think about things. I hope you find peace.I don't know about other humans. And I don't care what they do
For me
The only thing that will make me happy or has value to me is finally taking action my suicide . It's my only goal my life purpose to me the only rational act.
Nothing in your post will I ever agree with ever . Suicide. Is . My . Only . Goal
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