Do you think my only way out is to leave here?

[Idideverythingwrong]

I've been a drug addict for 8 years, I dragged my whole family down, my mother tells me crying to this day that I ruined her life.
my brother hates me.
I had psychotic outbreaks and all I do is lie around all day thinking that the best thing would be to leave this world.
I don't have a reliable method to do it.
Could I reverse the situation in some way?
Could my mental health improve?
The drugs have affected him so much that I can't solve simple mathematical calculations, much less work.
I even feel like I have no feelings, as if I am in a psychotic state.

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

What you been using ? Heroin?
It's absolutely possible to get out but it's not easy, you need rehab especially if it's an opiate

And double especially if you've been shooting. Once you're in that psychosis state from years of abuse of opiates like heroin or fentanyl the only way you can really be saved is by seeking out the help

 

[Idideverythingwrong]

What you been using ? Heroin?
It's absolutely possible to get out but it's not easy, you need rehab especially if it's an opiate

And double especially if you've been shooting. Once you're in that psychosis state from years of abuse of opiates like heroin or fentanyl the only way you can really be saved is by seeking out the help

cocaine, I haven't used it for two years, now I'm dealing with the aftermath.

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

cocaine, I haven't used it for two years, now I'm dealing with the aftermath.

oh i've been on the same thing but not 8 years. are you shooting it?
(or were you)

 

[Idideverythingwrong]

oh i've been on the same thing but not 8 years. are you shooting it?
(or were you)

inhaled or smoked
why are you on the forum? do you want to leave? how would you do it?

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

if you feel like the cravings are gone and you can live without it i'd suggest you seek medical help and be honest about your condition.
once you've accepted that and made a game plan how to do this you're already halfway there

You should look into detox and behavioral therapy.

How To Repair Your Brain After Drug Use

Drug use can affect every part of your life. Addiction may impair the health of your body, interfere with your relationships, and change the way you perceive

metaaddictiontreatment.com

why are you on the forum? do you want to leave? how would you do it?

What do you mean? im here because im a miserable lowlife and I like the community of people who feel just like me

Im not ready to kill myself but I have a handgun and hollow tips for the day im ready to go (which was ironically sold to me by my longtime friend who just killed himself about a week ago)

 

[Idideverythingwrong]

if you feel like the cravings are gone and you can live without it i'd suggest you seek medical help and be honest about your condition.
once you've accepted that and made a game plan how to do this you're already halfway there

You should look into detox and behavioral therapy.

How To Repair Your Brain After Drug Use

Drug use can affect every part of your life. Addiction may impair the health of your body, interfere with your relationships, and change the way you perceive

metaaddictiontreatment.com

What do you mean? im here because im a miserable lowlife and I like the community of people who feel just like me

Im not ready to kill myself but I have a handgun and hollow tips for the day im ready to go (which was ironically sold to me by my longtime friend who just killed himself about a week ago)

Thanks for the article, I really have my doubts about whether the brain regenerates or not, I feel that the damage it causes me is irreversible

 

[Idideverythingwrong]

My mother is crying right now, I was given an amazing childhood, how do I deal with this? I'm a monster.

 

[Looking4awayOut]

I think you could reverse the situation
Have you ever tried therapy? Addiction usually comes from a place of not feeling good enough with yourself or with your life in general and if you talked it with somebody maybe that could help you overcome your issues with drugs someday in the future. Remember you're not alone. Many of us are going through similar stuff and are here to support each other the best we can ♡

 

[Idideverythingwrong]

therapy of all kinds and medications of all colors, nothing seems to help, I feel like a vegetable.
The worst part is that I used to be smart and could have had a promising life.
I hate drugs

I think you could reverse the situation
Have you ever tried therapy? Addiction usually comes from a place of not feeling good enough with yourself or with your life in general and if you talked it with somebody maybe that could help you overcome your issues with drugs someday in the future. Remember you're not alone. Many of us are going through similar stuff and are here to support each other the best we can ♡

 

[Looking4awayOut]

Well at least don't blame yourself for it. You didn't invent drugs did you? And by the time you started doing them you were probably way too young and naive to even understand the consequences they could have on you in the long run. I would encourage you to forgive yourself first and not hate yourself for the bad decisions you made in the past. No one's perfect afterall

 

[drug]

cocaine, I haven't used it for two years, now I'm dealing with the aftermath.

can take several yrs for ur brain to go back to normal after using coke daily or close to daily. wishing u all the best and i hope things will get better for you

 

[human909]

i don't think so, at least not yet.