Venting Do you think it would be preferable if there was no such thing as existence?

[FuneralCry]

My disgust for the existence of life as a whole is of course why I see it as always being preferable to not exist, suicide will always be perfectly logical as it's freedom from this hellish reality where there is unlimited potential to suffer so extremely.

The reality is that the ultimate problem lies in existence itself, and I see existence as being a tragic mistake disturbing the ideal state of nothingness, there really should just be nothing instead, it's so horrible how there is such a thing as existence, as the existence of life has just been a way to cause so much unnecessary torture all throughout history that continues to repeat as new life has been forced here. There was never a need for life to exist and the tragedy lies in the fact that it does, it's a curse to have the ability to exist here as the truth is that existence is nothing more than an unnecessary harm, there could never be any peace and relief from suffering in this chaotic world where chance so cruelly determines everything where we are destined for nothing but to decay and inevitably return to nothingness.

Existence will always be a hellish mistake and this human species should go extinct through people no longer forcing life here, procreation is something so repulsive especially as one cannot easily free themselves from the torture that is existing.

But I just find existence in general to be something so dreadful, there's no benefit to something so futile that has lead to so much senseless cruelty, the reality is that existence is filled with harm, while the state of non-existence is the absence of all harm. If life never existed then there would be no suffering, agony and loss, nobody would need to ctb, there would be no need for anything as all problems and needs are caused by existence in the first place. Only the state of being unaware for all eternity could ever be perfect to me, I wish there was just nothing instead as it means that no-one would have to suffer, existence could never be a desirable state no matter what.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

Yes.

I'd have never met myself or this world.

I'd be spared from living in a world i find evil and twisted, I'd be spared being born as a social and societal anomaly.

Peace forever, so beautiful.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

I'm starting to think it's better not to exist. How can parents be sure their child will not suffer and their life will be worth living? Why bring something into existence when if it never existed it would never be able to suffer? Nhf to parents.

It's hilarious the ego of those that believe they can do the job of raising a sentient being with complex emotions while they themselves are nothing but ruin.

It must be sad to be so scared of having no purpose that you doom your children to the same fate as the rest of the societal cannon fodder.

 

[BloomingRose]

I believe nonexistence is always better than existence. Not existing is just truly nothing, no pain, no happiness. Just nothing. Although I am not the one to judge who is right as our brains cannot really comprehend how is it to not exist but for me I would prefer not to exist.

 

[SilentSadness]

I definitely believe it would be better to never have existed. This world is so imperfect, and realistically no matter how one dies it will result in tears. We are trapped here, some people want to be but at the end of the day there is no good way to escape the clutches of life for most people. Somewhat ironically, the intense amount of pain and suffering found in this life is what prevents me from ctb, as otherwise I would have no problem using one of the brutal methods available. But sadly, I do and suicide continues to be less and less inaccessible in this selfish, pathetic and repulsive world.

 

[Livingvsdying25]

Im starting to feel like not existing/non-existence would be better.

Its like life just throws out whatever at whoever and its not even per say "even"... I've never really been one to say that life isnt fair but it really isnt fucking fair.

Existing is starting to become incredibly cumbersome...

Its like why do I have to exist in such a body and mind. Why does it have to be so hard. Why does it have to be something as to where any effort I make doesn't even per say make a difference... it sucks...


I used to find some things in life worth struggling for / suffering for. I do not feel like that at all anymore.

I dont know what to do and what steps to make or anything. Im lost. Completely. After almost 25 yrs of constantly fighting for myself and my life I'm just... lost... its fucking awful. I don't understand why I was made to exist just to suffer like this...

 

[myusername890]

Of course, existence is suffering, and so never existing will always be the better alternative, as life could simply never truly be worth living.

 

[blackwidow]

No

 

[enough of this]

My disgust for the existence of life as a whole is of course why I see it as always being preferable to not exist, suicide will always be perfectly logical as it's freedom from this hellish reality where there is unlimited potential to suffer so extremely.

The reality is that the ultimate problem lies in existence itself, and I see existence as being a tragic mistake disturbing the ideal state of nothingness, there really should just be nothing instead, it's so horrible how there is such a thing as existence, as the existence of life has just been a way to cause so much unnecessary torture all throughout history that continues to repeat as new life has been forced here. There was never a need for life to exist and the tragedy lies in the fact that it does, it's a curse to have the ability to exist here as the truth is that existence is nothing more than an unnecessary harm, there could never be any peace and relief from suffering in this chaotic world where chance so cruelly determines everything where we are destined for nothing but to decay and inevitably return to nothingness.

Existence will always be a hellish mistake and this human species should go extinct through people no longer forcing life here, procreation is something so repulsive especially as one cannot easily free themselves from the torture that is existing.

But I just find existence in general to be something so dreadful, there's no benefit to something so futile that has lead to so much senseless cruelty, the reality is that existence is filled with harm, while the state of non-existence is the absence of all harm. If life never existed then there would be no suffering, agony and loss, nobody would need to ctb, there would be no need for anything as all problems and needs are caused by existence in the first place. Only the state of being unaware for all eternity could ever be perfect to me, I wish there was just nothing instead as it means that no-one would have to suffer, existence could never be a desirable state no matter what.

I agree with you on so many points. I think existence holds whatever experiences we can make of it. I just don't know why there are so many people who are intent on making conditions within this existence so horrifying. There's so much evil in people, and in government, especially. I find it torture to live within, and that I can't do anything about it.

 

[voc_89]

i often felt like this as the pleasures of life (food, love, entertainment, etc.) pale in weight, significance and sheer number of negatives (abuse, depression, starvation, deprivation, poverty, financial hardship, crappy human beings, unnecessary competition against one another, price gouging companies, warped cultures, absurb living costs, etc.)

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

yes