Venting Do you see existence itself as being the true problem?

[FuneralCry]

Existence in itself certainly is the true problem and existence itself is why I wish to permanently cease existing.

There is no point or benefit to existing, it's just a process of slowly decaying, it's the ultimate source of all suffering and I have enough awareness of how hellish this reality is, I see it for how undesirable it truly is, wanting to die is just being aware, I think it's perfectly logical wishing to escape from all harm, existing is just unappealing in every single way.

Only those who no longer exist are truly fortunate to me as to die solves what I ultimately have a problem with which is existence itself, instead of death being a terrible, tragic thing, I see it as being freedom, it's freedom from this unnecessary burden that was placed on us and it's true relief from suffering.

The existence of life is a horrific tragedy and it's tiring being conscious and aware with no escape from ourselves, it's truly such a terrible thing having the ability to exist.

And it's inhumane making suicide purposely so difficult when the ultimate problem lies in existence itself, there should just be nothingness instead as existence is the ultimate cause of all pain and torture, life worshipping and glorifying disgusts me, I find it repulsive glorifying what the true harmful, unnecessary thing is. Existence was a mistake and only death can bring me relief, existence is so dreadful and there is so much dread for what lies ahead, everything will just lead to more suffering as long as I exist.

 

[soonatpeace777888]

I bet FC has the law of entropy on a poster on her wall.

 

[yasmine299]

I am enlightened.

 

[day]

I suppose it is in a lot of our cases here. If we didn't exist we wouldn't suffer so endlessly, we wouldn't need "a way out". The world is just simply to unfair in so many different ways it begs the question "how is anyone pro-life?"

I just wish we all had a safe way out of this world, it's so inhumane to watch people suffer.. haven't the suicidal suffered enough? What's the purpose of prolonging that for a person? Everyone should be able to go painlessly, reliably, and quickly..

I think existence is fine for some people but for me personally not existing is the only and best outcome I could ask for. I don't want help, I don't want to be "fixed".. I just f**king want out.

 

[Homo erectus]

Some people probably find life attractive, because they manage to shift their suffering elsewhere (like a refrigerator). But the process is so inefficient that it is creating more suffering than it reduces.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Existence in itself certainly is the true problem and existence itself is why I wish to permanently cease existing.

There is no point or benefit to existing, it's just a process of slowly decaying, it's the ultimate source of all suffering and I have enough awareness of how hellish this reality is, I see it for how undesirable it truly is, wanting to die is just being aware, I think it's perfectly logical wishing to escape from all harm, existing is just unappealing in every single way.

Only those who no longer exist are truly fortunate to me as to die solves what I ultimately have a problem with which is existence itself, instead of death being a terrible, tragic thing, I see it as being freedom, it's freedom from this unnecessary burden that was placed on us and it's true relief from suffering.

The existence of life is a horrific tragedy and it's tiring being conscious and aware with no escape from ourselves, it's truly such a terrible thing having the ability to exist.

And it's inhumane making suicide purposely so difficult when the ultimate problem lies in existence itself, there should just be nothingness instead as existence is the ultimate cause of all pain and torture, life worshipping and glorifying disgusts me, I find it repulsive glorifying what the true harmful, unnecessary thing is. Existence was a mistake and only death can bring me relief, existence is so dreadful and there is so much dread for what lies ahead, everything will just lead to more suffering as long as I exist.

Couldn't agree more FC.

 

[pyroxenic]

I dont think existince by itself is a true problem or a burden. I think the actual true problem is the way our current society is set and structured.

existance can and is beautiful, at least to me personally. I sometimes enjoy looking back and looking at existance and Earth, and sometimes people as a whole and think "i live here? What a splendid and beautiful world."

But of course one cant ignore the current state of the Earth. This year is the hottest weather to date recorded. And its going to get worse from here. Current society is set on capitalistic ideals and rules, and we are expected to work over 10 hours of shit paying jobs for the rest of our lives like slaves. People across the world are forced to rehome and escape their countries because of global warming ruining the enviorment for millions of people. There is no big sight of improvment in medical and mental health field, and us chronically mentally ill (and suicidal) people are forced to live in this collapsing society with no easy and painless way out, while at the same time were treated like burden and like animals by the same society. I could go on even more, but seeing and experiancing how everything around us is collapsing with no point of return, is it really unreasonable to think the existence we are currently in is troublesome?

if the world was any different, maybe sites like this wouldnt exist. But alas, even some of the good things around us get soured and overlooked by constant pain and suffering everyone of us here experience. So existence is not the 100% true problem. The problem goes way deeper than that. but thats just a theory, a game theory.